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2010-09-08T07:44:00.001-07:00

Sick for the past few days. Still sick in fact. I dunno how I'm gonna mug for my promos honestly. My fever is kind of on-off-on-off, and my cough just won't go away. I'm already quite sick of eating all the medicine and coughing like there's no tomorrow already. Sigh.

Anyway, I began re-reading Love Hina =D Yep, still one of the best manga I've ever read =D Ken Akamatsu's style has really changed a lot between Love Hina and Negima. I actually prefer his old style...Just gives off more of the 'manga' feel than his new style. Maybe cuz the pictures are more sketchy or something? Oh well.

Ahh...Listening to 34 Ghost IV now...soothing sound =D Can't believe it's produced by a metal band (Nine Inch Nails, heard of them?) Haha listening to it reminds me of LOTF. This particular track was used for the starting scene for Ralph and Piggy, I still remember =D Now listening to 12 Ghost II. It was used during the circling thing...ah the memories. Anyway to clarify, the Ghost songs are a serious of sountracks...I am NOT into heavy metal okay!

Oh and I finally got myself some Hanafuda! They're Japanese playing cards. Quite pretty, although mine's quite low quality (well, it only costs 2bucks. so...) Heehee. On a final note, jiayou for promos everyone! =D

2010-08-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

People worry about kids playing with guns, and teenagers watching violent videos; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobodies worries about kids listening to thousands - literally thousands - of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss.

-Nick Hornby

Read this huge chunk from High Fidelity, a book by Nick Hornby. So damn true. The book is pretty awesome, although it's too sexed-up for my liking.

2010-08-15T03:31:00.001-07:00

I just realised that moumoon is actually quite good.

Like I was listening to 'Flowers' then I decided to download the whole album...and I was like wow. They are my new obsession now =D Sweet vocals, simple yet catchy melody, not to mention the singer is pretty cute too! Can't believe I didn't really know about them even though I had their songs for ages already. Oh and I just realised their latest single 'Sunshine Girl' is no.1 on the Oricon charts :O yeah downloaded it already and it's not bad either.

Anyway. Got back my Jap test today...81/100! Not that bad luh, considering that I didn't really studied for it. But I had some really stupid mistakes...like I forgot to add a dot to certain hiragana characters and they penalized me for that...3marks gone for nothing. Stupid mistakes, really.

Had prac on Friday. Kinda screwed up...Guess I'm not used to playing as a whole orchestra yet. Or maybe it's just Friday the 13th. Come to think of it I totally forgot that day was Friday the 13th. I kinda just realised it now actually LOL. Oh yeah I brought back the western pair of drumsticks 'cause I couldn't find the chinese pair. Was a bit panicky 'cause I was like just holding on to them a few minutes back and I couldn't find them anywhere in the CO room! Like wts...so I just grabbed the western pair...and guess what? When I reached home, I found both pairs in my bag! -.- So now both pairs are with me, wtssssssssssssssssss.

2010-07-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

Went for CHS Drama Society's play last Friday.

First of all I must say, great job you guys! SO PROUD OF YOU GUYSSS~!!

Anyway, no words can desribe the huge feeling of nostalgia I'm experiencing right now. Just seeing my juniors up on stage, some whom I know, some whom I don't know well, and some whose faces are completely new to me; it just feels so unreal. Like, a year ago, at this point in time, I was still a part of them. I was still on the stage with them, sharing the same emotions of anxiety when preparation was not up to standard, the nervousness when performing on stage, the feeling of euphoria, when at last, the play has ended and everyone did a great job and we all know that we're the most awesome drama club ever, and the feeling of intense sorrow, especially for some of us, when the truth that the play is over, our last play is over, slowly starts to sink in.

I dunno man. When I saw berfont cry after the play, this point just hits me so badly at that moment that, you know, all the old feelings come rushing back. Speaking of which, I thought his acting was pretty damn good. No joke. In fact, he was easily one of the better, if not best actor in the play.

I pretty much enjoyed watching the director guy as well. I remember being really impressed with him when I saw him being auditioned months and months ago, told Jo that he's a natural.

Zujing has evidently improved loads too, though his speech still needs much working on. Work hard okay, SYF'11 靠你们了! Don't you dare lose our GWH!

Heh, typing all these justmade me experience some cinematic moments... like, Sec2 all the way to Sec4. Seniors leaving, new productions, new juniors, new instructors, but still the same amount of fun and laughter. But now...

But yet it's all the same... Watching the same group of juniors whom I've once led, shouted at, adviced, blah blah, pulling off such a play... Can't but help feel really proud. I knew it was a right choice to pick Alvin for president. Just knew he could get things done, and I'm not wrong =D Great job, Alvin!

Sigh...I better end this post right here, or I can go on and on and on and...yeah you get the idea. Anyway was kinda sad I didn't see thaddeus that day. And now that the current batch of sec4s have left, I've got less reasons to go back =( But I'll still see if I can find time, really miss drama
=(

Rachmaninov plays Rachmaninov Prelude in C sharp minor

2010-07-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

Awesome piece. Best intepretation I've heard so far. Notice the amount of expression made at the 2nd part. It's slightly too exaggerated for me...but check out the clarity of the notes man, even though they're played at insane speeds :O

2010-07-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

I really hate it when my father tries to do everything for me. Like what the hell, its my life. MY LIFE! And I myself will choose how to live it, thanks very much. Like just around half an hour ago I was trying to finish reading my Harry Potter book (yeah okay, it's still nice okay) and he was like 'What? Still reading that childish book? Go read Catcher in the Rye!'

Er yeah for your information I've already read Catcher in the Rye. In fact I just read it about 1month ago. But that's besides the point. Can you believe it? A simple thing like choosing your own books to read has got to be controlled by some other people. I honestly hate it. It's not the first time man. I don't know la. I sound like I don't know how to appreciate what I have, but honestly I wished I had not ended up in RJ.

It's just, for 4 years, 4 damn years, I've been aiming towards entering VJ. In the end I could enter VJ, just that I had a perfect score of 2. And my father just had to force me to enter HC/RJ. I don't know but I really just feel like saying this now: Fuck. Such an important decision and you couldn't let me make my own choice. I don't know man. I just wished the cord could be cut, and I be free to make my own decisions. You said you have planned out my life for me. I say fuck you. Each time I hear you say that I get more pissed. You want me to study medicine. I'll tell you bio and chem are my worst science subjects. And I know I don't want a freaking desk job. I want a job that involves interaction, a job that allows me to know more people. I honestly wouldn't mind being a teacher. I used to aspire to be a scientist or a doctor...but now I know that those kind of jobs just won't suit me. I hope you can respect my own decisions in the future.

I guess I'll just have to make the best out of what I have right now. I'm not saying coming to RJ was a bad thing. I've met really awesome people, made some really awesome friends, but the whole school system there, it just isn't my style. But what can I do...

Alright on a lighter note, Catcher in the Rye truly is an awesome book =D

2010-06-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

I could listen to liangzhu over and over and over again man. It's beautiful.

2010-06-01T08:20:00.001-07:00

Okay so I went to visit the dentist today.

Yeah yeah, I'm getting braces. HOLY CRAP I KNOW RIGHT?! Like, why the hell am I getting braces, and at this point of time somemore! Sigh...Long story and don't really feel like explaining it...

Yeah anyway the dentist polished and cleaned my teeth for me today and boy did it hurt! I'm not kidding when I say he caused every bit of my gum to bleed and after he was done, my entire bottom jaw felt very sore =X and the top left side of my gums just won't stop bleeding...Oh well guess that's the price to pay for, er, not taking good enough care for my teeth. The dentist was quite nice and all too, told me I got to do a filling for a decayed tooth though. Sigh. Why can't be born with more lasting teeth~!!

Anyway after all the x-rays and moldings he told me my teeth were actually quite potruding, contrary to what we both thought at first, which was that my teeth were only slightly potruding. Like when I saw the x-ray, I was quite shocked myself, like 'What the, is that my teeth?!' oh well, and he made me buy this electronic toothbrush which costs 44bucks :O and some tinier brushes for 9bucks, and some anti-bacteria medicine or something.

And I just finished using the lot of them to brush my teeth, and now my gums are hurting again -.- nevermind I can still take the pain. If I can't even take this amount of pain I don't know how I'm gonna cope with braces; the last time my sis had them on, and there was this period of time she couldn't bear with the sore-ness and kept crying. Hope I don't end up like her =/

On a side note, Pre-U seminar today! Quite cool to wear the blazers and stuff, looking so damn formal =D haha although one of the teachers asked me about my hair when I first boarded the bus LOL. Yeah yeah I know its long and its prime time for me to cut it, but NO I'm not gonna cut it =D (make me) 'cause I wanna see how I can grow it =)) But I'll probably have to cut it nearing the end of June hols. Anyway met a lot of people at Pre-U seminar today! Benedict, wei yang, jun yu, cherie, han siang...And some people whose names I don't know but can recognise by face =)) Cool stuff luh was quite shocked to see cherie actually, 'cause I haven't seen her since like, last century! Oh yeah the food there was fantastic. Hee =D

And speaking of June hols, tomorrow is jolyn's birthday, and 6days later, its MINE WAHAHAHA but geez, I really don't wanna age that fast. I still wanna enjoy life, be willful at times, childish, fool around, joke, yeah you get the point. I don't wanna grow up. No, not at all. Sigh, I wish I could just stay at 17years old forever. Now that would be awesome =D

Oh yeah and daji-tanbo outing! It was quite fun I suppose...although my section keep making fun of me when kcs and I sang a duet...I mean it's just a duet! It's more fun to sing duets right! Duets ftw!! And the bbq was erm, rather fail =X 'cause we took like forever to start the damn fire. But hubert's good quality coal saved the day =D and we still bbqed some stuff. At dengqing's house wenyun played the piano, and I just can't help but wonder how she is so zai. I mean yeah, she has perfect pitch, but that aside, she's really quite good. If only I was that good man, that would be awesome, playing whatever I want =D Like she plays pieces as if she'd played them for a lifetime, but she was just improvising. I myself tried improvising some songs, and sadly only succeeded at a few easy ones...But she just plays them like, just like that. Need to practice more!!

Gonna mug at airport or raffles place tomorrow. Yeah, alone. I like to mug alone actually, I find it easier for me to concentrate. Okay I seriously hope I can get some real work done tomorrow! Nights people =D

2010-05-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

I love my piano. I love playing the piano, it's like already a part of my life. There hardly is a single day in which I don't play the piano. I love making music on the piano, indulging myself in the music and sound, hitting them black and white keys; the different permutations and combinations of sounds you can create with those keys.

But I so fucking hate it when some insensitive moron just walks me while I'm playing the piano, and say right into my face: You're damn noisy man!

One thing I can't stand: pointless criticism. I mean seriously, you have something you don't like about my playing style, then point it out me, tell me how I can improve. But to bloody just walk pass me and say 'You're damn noisy', now that's what I cannot stand. And it did not just happen one, not twice...God knows how many times already and yeah I keep myself in check, try not to explode...But hey woman, you just had to say it twice consegutively just now! Like, what's up? What's your problem?

I swear I haven't been so insulted in a long way to come. Whenever you are playing the piano, I keep my comments to myself, thank you very much. You have your own playing style, I have mine. I was told to bang the keys, play it louder, and in case your little beady eyes can't see that well because your head is so freaking swelled-up in your own ego, the score says 'fp' thank you very much. Yes dear girl, 'fp'. And in case your brain can't process fast enough, that means play loud followed by soft, and I have a feeling that my assumption about your brain not processing fast enough was right. I bet by the time you finish reading the previous sentence, and by now this sentence, you still don't know what 'fp' means.

So there I was trying out the different ways of playing 'fp' and you just have to walk past me and say your stupid comment.

I mean seriously. 'You're damn noisy' is hardly gonna make me stop playing the piano. I don't know why I give so much of a damn about this one stupid comment comprising of 3 short words about my own playing style, when I know that the way I'm playing it is correct, that I'm experimenting with the ways I can play that part. Probably 'cause the comment was so stupid and useless. I mean, what the hell man, if this continues sooner or later people will be commenting stuff like 'You're not handsome enough', 'The floor damn dirty', 'You should turn the piano around while you're playing it'. Honestly. Give me useful feedback, please.

I hardly comment when you're playing the piano. I swear it's the biggest insult you can every give to a pianist; 'You're damn noisy'. It's even worse than a 'fuck you' I tell you. I'm feeling angry as hell now, thanks to you, insensitive freak.

So fuck you, you're damn noisy, bitch.

2010-05-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

Concert spam I'm sure!! =D Expensive, but worth it!

For the past few days I've been going for concerts over and over and over again. Okay I'm exaggerating but yeah you get the idea =)) and like OMG the amount I spent on concerts...21+10+10+18 = 59bucks! And I'm still going for CHMA, possibly Facades, and Singapore Arts Festival is like opening damn damn damn soon. Die.

Speaking of Singapore Arts Festival I'm so going to watch Joshua Bell man. So gonna. Can't miss this grand opportunity! =D OMG SO EXCITING okay I'm sort of high right now 'cause I just slept through half my lessons and after that I slept some more woohoo! And this year's events look promising as well, but again I wished that they had put more emphasis on theatre.

Okay on to talking about the concerts I went!

Dance Night: It was cool stuff man. I liked their opening performance very, very much. My favourite would be the one entitled 'Toy' 'cause I thought their movements were very smooth and slick. Very nice. I also liked 冬天来了 I was so suprised when they used that song! I happened to like the artiste very much. I thought 冬天来了was like the most emotional one and the concept of the dance was pretty cool and stuff. Nicole was like one of the 3female leads or something! =D

VJChoir: They were quite good I thought. Certain parts were nicely choreographed, and while some people lagged for quite a bit in certain parts, on the whole I thought it was pretty damn good. Especially at the end, when they sung 'No Man's an Island'. I thought that piece was exceptionally powerful. I don't know how to describe it, like all them choir singers' emotions are pouring out or something. Very very nice. And wow Fangqi's already student conductor!

Band: Kinda sad 'cause I missed the first two pieces. I thought the middle bit was slightly boring actually...But I liked Asuka. And at the end it gets better and better! Samba Express was cool manx and their encore was like woah! amazing. Haha I pity the percussion people because they have to move around much more than we do =D and most of them except the timpani are drowned off by the rest of the band anyway. Hoho I was trying to spot Natalie but I couldn't see her bassoon. Joshua was like the easiest to spot, and Haoteng I spotted him when he stood up. He looked like he was smiling HAHA anyway after the concert I tried to look for them and I managed to find all of them! But it was flooding and I was like damn sian 'cause I was already very tired...wondering how the heck am I gonna get home until wenyun said I can take her dad's car to Kovan! But bad news was like the front seat was occupied by someone else already, and she's already taking Jian and her classmate (dunno her name) and even though she said we can squeeze...I mean honestly look at me! Sure can't squeeze man...So she lent me her umbrella which like saved my life. But I still got damn wet, like damn damn damn wet.

Ha! Didn't regret going for these concerts man! Saw so many old friends luh, damn good to see each other again! Desmond, nicc (although I see him every week), xuanming, james, yongkee, fangqi, roy, fergus, ljb...a lot man! Miss those cat hi days...

2010-05-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

You know, it's funny how I specifically told myself countless of times, that I'm gonna do physics tonight, and that if I don't I'm a real moron, but still spent the entire night reading 'The Catcher in the Rye'.

Now its a bit too late to start. Rawr.

2010-04-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

CO concert over =((

Now suffering from withdrawal...Like I woke up today morning at 7, realised that there's no CO and went back to sleep...all the way until 1330! I haven't slept past lunch since like ages ago man! I normally wake up at 8++...But I didn't miss breakfast due to the fact that I still woke up at 7 unlike WENYUN HAHA she missed her Macs breakfast!!

Sigh...now I'm just sitting in front of my comp with nothing to do =( normally my saturdays are like so freaking packed and now I just have so much more free time =( and its heartening to find out that people loved our concert =D

2010-04-19T04:35:00.000-07:00

Ah yes.

The amazingly terrible last week is at last, last week =D !!! Woohoot!! PW groupings were out on Friday and I'm happy to say, my group is AWESOME to the pepsi max! (haha a friend taught me this, I found it damn funny)

So my epic PW group consists of:
ME
EMILY
JASON
MADDIE
&
NICOLE
and YES we're all totally awesome!! =DD

That aside, my PI isn't as awesome as my group HA. Shucks man, it's bloody hard to find examples of multiple land use luh omg! Seriously contemplating to change topic. Ah well.

And I'm totally addicted to the song 'World Behing My Wall'. The 'woah woah woah' part is like, getting itself permanently anchored in my head. I like the piano solo part at the beginning and the guy's voice just totally/mysteriously draws you in. I don't really know how to put it lah. He sounds very sensual or something, but that just sounds wrong, coming from me =X Theres just something in his voice that has a sort of magical effect or something. Ahh...music...

Haha feeling quite guilty for neglecting my piano these past few days. Ain't played anything decent for quite some time already. Well most of the time I can't exactly find the time to play piano, plus I have a weird habit of playing the piano alone, when no one's at home. I find it easier to bask myself in music that way. I like how one is able to pour out their emotions on the piano. Hitting them black and white keys, create a perfect harmony.

Oh and as I was flipping through the papers today, I found out that rice! is putting up Animal Farm! Oh em gee!! I so wanna go watch it man. 21April if I remember the date correctly. But I don't really like rice! productions leh...Should I go?

2010-04-13T07:36:00.000-07:00

You know lately when I stare into the mirror I see a shabby, unkempt, lifeless-looking figure staring back at me.

This sucks, seriously. I don't know what's gotten into me lately man! I should be 24/7 hyper and joking around. But all that I'm feeling right now is stress and depression, like, what happened to me man?!

Hopefully it's just this week. PI and term paper, SCREW OFF~!!

Anyways, I BURNT MY HAND TODAY during chem prac. Really stupid reason; I was talking to primrose and I reached out to grab the beaker. Instead, I grabbed the boiling tube which I had (as the name suggests) heated for damn bloody long under max flame. YOUCH. Truth be told it wasn't that painful at first...But it hurts more and more by the second. Quite disgusting when I first saw it, my skin looked as if it expanded, melted and then cooled down again. Thanks cindy for the plaster, or I probably wouldn't have been able to play at CO today.

Speaking of which, CO CONCERT IS IN 17DAYS ZOMGWTFBBQ. You people must come and watch okay! If you all don't...Grr!! Tickets can be ordered via me! Contact me TODAY!!! And it's only 10bucks per ticket!! Listen to beautiful music and watch me perform at the same time! Kill 2birds with 1stone WAHAHAHA~!! But on a more serious note, please really do come watch us =D 100% SATISFACTION GARANTEED.

Okay celebrated jr's birthday today at Plaza Sing. So good to catch up with the rest manx, now that we're not seeing each other on a daily basis. Really miss those after-school-bridge sessions man! We gotta do that again someday =D

On a more depressing note, PHYSICS LECTURE TEST WAS HORRIBLE!!!

2010-04-11T07:22:00.000-07:00

WOOT my 200th post =D OH YEAH~!!

Last week was one hell of a week. Hopefully this week will be the same ('cause I know it will be much, much, MUCH worse...).

On Friday, I went for the HC chinese drama play at Victoria Theatre. Must say I'm actually quite impressed. Basically the play is divided into 3 acts. I especially liked the 1st act. It was pretty well delivered truth be told. The guy in black is really good manzx, the whole time he was on the set he's very much in character. Act 2 was rather draggy though, and act 3 was just average.

I think the whole play would be much better without all the major screw-ups. I can't say that all the actors' acting is great. I think what saved their play was probably the plot and the elaborate set. The Sound screwed-up, Lights screwed-up too, and their Crew...Nevermind.

After the play I realised just how much I miss being on stage. Those times I spent backstage fooling around, doing props...All those times I spent on the stage having fun with the rest of the drama members...and those times we rehearsed together at VT...ahh the nostalgia =(

I MISS DRAMA~!!

2010-04-10T10:44:00.000-07:00

It's 0147 now and here I am typing this blog post.

Well, on friday my GP tutor showed us this video about how the minds of males and females work. Apparently males have the ability to think about absolutely nothing and still breath at the same time, while women must constantly think about stuff. I'm quite sure that is true; sometimes I just like to stare into space and not think about anything. Takes the load off the mind for a while, you know?

But I also realise I like to think about things. The people whom I know, the things happening around me, things I do everyday...I don't really know how to put this into words. =O But sometimes I just find myself thinking about random stuff, and then I will keep thinking and thinking abut that random thing, trying to see it from different points of view, what might have happened if I did this or that, if that didn't happen then where will I be now, that kind of thing. Confusing, I know, but again I don't know how to put this in words. It's a feeling I can't exactly describe.

I think I'm a person easily influenced by other people's emotions. Sometimes I just like, feel that someone is rather sad or exhausted, and I will feel a little down as well. But the problem is, I'm scared I'm just reading too much into things. When I really want to help these people whom I think is feeling down, I sometimes can't bring myself to do it, in case I've misjudged the situation. Grr.

'When people tell me that I think too much, I just tell them they are not thinking enough.' I read this somewhere. I really like this quote, I find that it sort of suits me =D. Okay I think I'm not really thinking straight, must be too tired or something.

I think I shall go sleep already. Long day ahead. Goodnight friends.

2010-04-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hello people!

I'm blogging again =D! Right now, I'm taking a rest from my history term paper. I keep changing the format of my essay, and now it's still hardly done. Gotta finish it real soon though (like, by today), 'cause other than today I doubt I have anymore time left to do it. CO on Tue, and Wed is already the deadline! (omg!)

On a sidenote, I finally found the song that was stuck in my head for so frigging long! It's called Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence. When I first head it, I just knew it has Japanese origins! Please take some time off and listen to this freaking awesome song! :

Although it's really repetitive...but it's just stuck in my head.

Okay just a short update, now off to finish term paper! Bye people =D

2010-04-02T19:39:00.000-07:00

Hello people:

Woke up today to a very bad stomache. There goes my beauty sleep, not that I sleep much anyway. Decided not to go for CO prac, 'cause the pain was killing me. Feeling sort of guilty now, our concert is less than a month away. Sigh. And I'm still such a *noob* in daji, sometimes I wonder if I'm brining the rest of my section down. Even till now I'm having doubts about CO, wether joining CO was the right choice or not. I was deciding between Band and CO, 'cause I wanted to make music. But I was more or less already inclined towards joining CO.

I didn't realize that I was such a 'heart' person. I mean I did, but not to such an extent as now. 'Cause huiyi asked me yesterday if I was a 'heart' person or a 'mind' person. I knew I was a 'heart' kind of person because that's what all the personality tests results told me, but it got me thinking.

So I realised that I truly am a 'heart' person; the choices I've made in life, what I do in life, it just narrows down to one thing: I'm a 'heart' person. I guess that's one of the core reasons why I chose CO over band. Of course there are more reasons as to why I chose CO, but that I shall not say.

And that's probably the reason why I chose History over Econs. Or why I intended to choose VJ over RJ initially. Or why I hate planning for stuff, because I just do what I like to do. Or why, when people are discussing what to do for an outing, I'll just insist that we're spontaneous people, and that we'll decide when we get there. Or why I intended to take TSD. Or why I intended to take Music.

But it's just that sometimes I regret the decisions that I've made. It's also impossible for me to truly be a 'heart' person. Many a times I'm affected by what people tell me, or sometimes my 'mind' gets ahead of my 'heart'. That's why I chose RJ in the end, that's why I didn't take Music, or TSD for that matter. Oh I dont know. I was so sure of taking TSD at this point of time last year, but I just chickened out in the end, thinking about what lennart said about TSD being like super hard or something. And because of that 'A's cert, I didn't take TSD. And to think that I was so attached to theatre! Seriously hate myself for the lack of guts.

So regarding CO...I guess I'll just have to trust my own feelings and try my best not to regret my decision. I will try doubly hard starting today! Yay me!!

the bittersweet taste of fate
we can't outrun the past
destined to find an answer
a strength I never lost
I know there is a way
my future not yet set
for the tide has turned
but still I never learnt to live
without regrets.

Regret - Anathema

2010-03-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hello people I'm blogging again =)

Gotta keep posting, or I'll just completely forget about my blog again =( And I just realised I don't use the =( emoticon very much, HAHA *end of random moment*

It's finally friday, hoorayyyy~!! This week has been one hell of a week, with lecture tests, PW, P&C, CO prac and whatnots...I'm pretty worn out now, especially after the 2.4 that we ran today. You really can't blame me, the last time I ran so much was what, a good 9months ago? Yeah anyway, I ran a timing of 14.20. FAILED BY 10 SECONDS. If this was the real NAPFA I would cry I tell you, I swear I would cry.

Okay back to this week. Irate is one way to put it. Fustration. Impatience. Ennui. Cannon-short-of-a-fuse. Like, they have to cramp everything into 1 freaking week! Release of PW question, chem lecture test, P&C, even Ben & Jerry's free cone day was cramped into this weeeeeeeeeek!

Oh speaking of free cone day, I finally went! Always wanted to go, but something will always crop up at the last minute =X this year finally made it! Haha, went with my class! We went to the one at Novena. Saw a lot of people there, I saw hanzhung, yikang, chenrong (!) and brenda, and brenda was like on her 3rd round (!!) when we finished our 1st round.

Yeah I was feeling so fustrated, that I was actually looking forward to CO on wednesday! Okay had a fair bit of fun during prac, and singing into the tuner thingy is, amazingly, damn fun. Like the moment I step into CO room, I saw the tuner thingy on the timpanis, and just started playing around with it HAHA. Being retarded and stupid at times is so fun!!

And er, CHEM TEST WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE. I didn't finish the freaking paper mannxxxxxx...Hope can get at least a 'B'. I'm exceptionally slow with chem, like it took me super long to understand mole concept in seconday school. Hopefully with the passing of time, I would eventually understand...

...and speaking of understanding, P&C CAN GO SUCK BALLS.

2010-03-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

Okay, here's the once-in-a-very-long-time update! Well not that it makes much difference. I bet the readership of my blog is down to like, single digit. Sigh...that's why no motivation to blog! If you're reading my blog leave a tag okay, so that I know you're reading it =))

But yeah anyway I had a sudden urge to say a lot of stuff lah. Tonight happens to be one of those nights that I'm just damn emo over stuffs. Dunno why it happens to me, guess it's pretty hard to be laughing and smiling all the time. (Not that I'm not having fun, I'm actually having a lot of fun).

Sigh...Let's talk about enrichment. Out of the 3 that I've chosen and signed up for, I'm only selected for 1 - Bicultural China. Why am I not selected for the other 2? Damn stupid reasons. For ISLE: I missed the freaking interview.
For Eco Literacy: Firstly I did not receive the email asking me to write an essay. Secondly, I still wrote the essay, but while waiting for Colin to email it to me, I started doing my hist essay. While doing hist essay, I fell asleep in front of my laptop. 2 hours later...I woke up. It's freaking 1 o'clock in the morning, I missed the deadline by 1 hour.

Then now I'm feeling like a total retard...on finding out, wenyun's reaction was like "OMG HONGSHING YOU SUCK!!!" and I couldn't help but agree with her. Like, what in the world am I doing...how can I even miss my ISLE interview. Truth be told I don't even know when my interview is. Dunno what's gotten into me lately, I couldn't care less about anything. I really need to buck up. Wake myself up. Blah the blah.

One consoling fact is that a lot of people only got into Bicultural China as well =)) Excelent, now I've got company.

And JC life is starting to sink in. Before I know it, I'm already behind everyone else. Complete;y different feel from cat hi...Everyone is so hard working. Sometimes I seriously question myself; did I make the right choice to go RJ? Or should I have just gone to where I was aiming all along, VJ? HONGSHING! YOU NEED TO BUCK UP!! But having that said, my maths tutorial is still only halfway done. The workload is amazing. Real busy these few days, especially last week, where all the IHC events are going on. Coupled with CO practice (I'm knew, of course I have to put in more effort), together with my music theory paper, which is just less than a week away...I'm near my limit. Need to build up on my workload stamina again.

I suddenly really miss secondary school life. As in, really really really miss cat hi. Still can remember when I first came in I was apprehensive about cat hi, but now cat hi is already a permanent part of me and I know it will stay there forever.

Just went back to cat hi about 2weeks back to see my juniors. Real happy to see all of them...alvin, thaddeus, matthew and even shi xiao. Even Jo was there! Not to forget Mrs Yeo...And I just found out she's a rafflesian too.

Had class camp today. Quite fun, even though my hands and legs are damn sore from climbing the ropes thingy. But our class kept losing to 3G...huiyi why your class so qiang?! Well I really hope my class will stay very very bonded...and it's quite shocking to know that there aren't any Eagles (D personality for DISC) people in our class. Maybe I'm just too used to having people like yeung kai around.

And my mom just walked in and scolded me for staying up so late. Like, look, I'm here trying to
blog about something and feeling emotional all the while, and she has to just come in and, *woah*. Nevermind...I'm just not myself tonight. Do forgive me. I think I shall finish off my maths tutorial and sleep soon. Tomorrow when I wake up, please let all this un-happiness go away. Revert me back to myself please. Well before I go I just wanna apologise for this post.

Goodnight friends.

2010-02-14T05:06:00.000-08:00

I AM OMG SO BORED~!!

Damn it, CNY holidays have never been this boring, I swear. (I know I say this every year) Reduced to watching meaningless television programmes and chic-flick movie Twilight just to pass time! Sigh...

Yupp, I'm so darn bored that I even decided to blog twice in 2days! Break my laziness streak! Wahahaha!!

Yeah anyway, while everyone's busy visiting their relatives, I'm stuck at home. Simply because none of my relatives live in Singapore. Sigh...That being said my angpao money is hence always ridiculously low...Friends! Please let me visit your houses! *hint hint* Haha!

2010-02-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

Hi people!!

I know I said I've revived this blog...Guess I'm just too lazy! Anyway, sometimes when I try to blog I just don't find the urge to...Ironic, I know. Bleh.

Anyway JC life started. Official lectures and tutorials have started since last week. And I STILL DON'T GET THE DRIVE TO DO MY TUTORIALS!!! Haha, what did I say about me being lazy... But seriously man, I ought to start doing them soon. The fact that I'm sleeping in almost every lecture isn't making me feel any better, and my classmates are like damn scary, everyone's mugging! Making me feel very left-behind =X Must start mugging asap to catch up with them!! =))

Oh and the me-sleeping-in-lectures part isn't entirely my fault okay! The lecturers are so freaking boring! I mean, the physics lecturer spent half an hour explaining to us how to read from the vernier calipers. (Like, what the...) Urgh. I need more chocolate and redbull (RedBull gives you wings~!!).

Oh oh! Today's Chinese New Year Eve, so here's wishing everybody a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!! Haha, let's all enjoy the Chinese New Year holidays as much as possible!

On a random side note, FAYE WONG RELEASED A NEW SONG!! Omg, please tell me she's returning!! The new song is called "幽兰操" and apparently it's the theme song for Confucious (the film). On and even more random sidenote, Chow Yun Fat does not fit the role of Confucious at all! Haha, random, I know. A link to the song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsmLaMShfV4&feature=related Ahh...Her voice is just so soothing. Yeah yeah, call me a Faye-natic =)

Okie, I shall stop here for today (too lazy to continue, haha!) Speaking of which, (I learnt this new way of typing on MSN). (Basically what you do is just included whatever you wanna type into brackets).(Like this)! (Although it's true purpose is to signify a sidenote...But it's still cool)!

OG PICTURE~!! Gingerbread FTW!! Haha, my OG rocks~!! Credits to Wen Yun for the picture =))

2010-01-12T00:52:00.000-08:00

Ok sorry for double posting...

But I just realised I haven't blogged about my results yet. So while everyone in office is sort of away, lemme just blog for a bit =)) Wahaha I'm such a slacker...

SO!! First of all I must exclaim OMG!!! ZOMG!!!!! WTF!!!! WTH!!! BBQ!!! MY ENGLISH GOT A FREAKING A1!!!!

Ahh, that felt better. Seriously man, A1!! Normally my English grade isn't even nowhere near an A (in fact I've never gotten a distinction before), it's always hovering somewhere between B4 and C5. So the moment I got my result slip and saw the 'A' beside the 'ONE' beside the 'ENGLISH', I screamed my head off. Can't contain my excitement manzx. Then as I was counting the number of A1s, I OMGed once more cause I counted 5 A1s and 2 A2s. Then I OMGed again when I realised that Chinese was not on the slip, and I OMGed yet again when I realised my L1R5 = 6, and that 6-4=2. A string of OMGs then followed...

And to think I was worried for the whole of Judgement Day Eve. But seriously, it's damn enexpected (in a good way).

Oh well, breakdown of my scores:

English - A1 (still can't get over this fact)
HCL - C6 (wtf, bloody heng sia)
Physics - A1
Chemistry - A2
Biology - B3 (damn, I'm part of the 6% who didn't get a distinction for Bio...)
E.Maths - A1
A.Maths - A1
Pure History - A1
Combined Humanities (SS+E.Lit) - A2 (cool stuff man)

and plus the Chinese I got 2years ago - A1.

L1R5 = 6!!! Woohoot!!!

Haven't think of how to celebrate yet, wahahaha!! In any case, I really need to thank my teachers man, never would have achieved these results if not for them sia...

On the other hand I felt that I've really let WML down man...I heard she cried or something when the results were out. Expected lah, a lot of people from our class failed HCL, and none of us scored really well. So looking at my pathetic C6...Sigh...

Ah well, it's back to work for me then...

featuring 'Biribiri' from the To Aru series. Cool nickname =)))

2010-01-11T19:56:00.000-08:00

Damn bloody sian. I'm typing this post from my workplace and I'm just gonna say I am damn freaking bored. Gotta run, scared they'll catch me...

2010-01-10T05:27:00.000-08:00

Hi people! This is my first time posting since a very very veerrrryyyyyyyyyyy loooooooong time!! Wahahaha!! Changed my blog skin 'cause the previous one, well apparently the image was removed and it really looks like just a blank page with this 'This image is not found on imageshack' small message (or something similar) at the top left corner. So yeah. New blogskin!! Woohoot!!! Kinda like this new skin man, lovely colours =) But it's actually a skin meant for girls. But who cares...

Yeah anyway, I just felt this sudden urge to, like, say a lot of stuff, so decided do revive my bloggie *kicks dead blog*.

...

But now that it comes to the ACTUAL blogging I've found that I've really got not much to say...How ironic. Moving on...

O's RESULTS ARE OUT TOMORROW ZOMGWTFBBQ~!! Damn. Just thinking about it makes me feel damn sian. And guess what? I've sort of been like, thinking about it the whole day, and the intense feeling of ennui is seriously killing me. So that was one of the reasons I decided to blog again. Thinking back, the O's was a wonderful experience. I know we always complain about O's (O's are KILLING ME! To hell with you O's! What's wrong with you people?! Why do we have to take O's?!), but seriously man, it was a mad good experience. I can't really explain why, but it just gives me a feeling of nostalgia. Geez, I can't even comprehend my own mind. Argh, whatever.

This is to all those waiting for their O's results to be out tomorrow: ALL THE BEST!!
This is to me: VJC HERE I COME!! xD

Ah, I miss posting pictures at the end of my blog posts xD
featuring Hatsune Miku as Black Roch Shooter. Mad chio, really. Imma get her figurine ASAP.

2009-09-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

Shall post a review of a book to revive my dead blog.

I've recently finished reading this book called Little Monsters by Charles Lambert. Must say it's a pretty good read. I liked the way how almost each and every character is well developed, it's as if you're really there you know? Like you're really part of the whole story itself. I also liked the way the story is told. It's told in a double narrative format, Carol (the main character) as a child, and Carol as an adult. Simultaneously. But not like Mockingbird, where the adult Scout just pops in and out. In Little Monsters, its more or less 2 different stories told at the same time, with each story complimenting each other. Very well laid out...

Just one thing I don't really like about the book is how Carol seems very indifferent. She seems untouched by most things normal people would be crying over if put in her shoes. So while the book sometimes establish her as a warm and caring character, its just hard to fully think of her as one. So it's a bit of mixed feelings here and there.

Natually I went to check on the author, but was suprised to have found nothing much on him at all. Then I just realised he (Charles Lambert) just started out! Pretty much amazed, I thought the book was written by some really established author...Just like what the back of the book says, "Lambert reads like a writer at the height of his game rather than one just starting out'. I shall be looking forward to his next book...And I strongly recommend anyone who reads this to go to your nearest bookstore right now and grab Little Monsters!!

2009-07-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Haven't blogged for like, super long. Whatever, I'm lazy =P ~

Gee, holidays are OVER. One week of school has already passed by, but still...Ah well. Prelim 2 results were out. Must say that, although I improved quite a lot, (hey, L1R5 from 20+ drop to 14 ok!!) I'm really dissapointed in my EL results. C5 on the dot. OMGWTFBBQ. That's like the first time I've ever scored so low for EL...I'm averaging between B4 and B3. Guess it's to be expected. I failed my compo (OMG?! That's like my strongest point) and my situational only got 16. Screw this. If this goes on my L1R5 is gonna suck. Even if I scored A1s for the rest of the subjects I'll still get a big ugly 10. I MUST IMPROVE MY ENGLISH!!! KYAA~!!! (No, I'm not a girl just because I went KYAA~!!!)

On the other hand, I scored pretty well for Maths. 85 man, one of the seven A1s in class. Yay me!! And combine humans was a B3! Not bad considering that I was part of the 80% who misunderstood question b of the Elect Lit paper. Which means I failed obviously...AND MY UNSEEN SCORED A 18 LEH!! Damn, that's a waste man. I did also improve slightly in bio and chem...But they still sucked. 62 for chem and 57 for bio. Gah.

And one thing that really pissed me off was how Ivan was able to get 72.5 for his chem. Now that's really unfair, 'cause he did not shade his OAS. And even when the teachers said stop, he continued to raise his hand and write his essay. And even after all that he forgot to shade his OAS and was frantically shading it until the teacher came over to stop him. Yet he escaped unscathed, 'cause the teachers were too nice and allowed him to finish shading the OAS. All he got was a bit of a scolding.

Now that is really, really, really unfair, 'cause by right he shoujld have failed. Do the maths yourself, he scored 24 for his MCQ. If so I would have done the same and not shade the OAS until the very end. That way I could have saved up to like what, 10mins? and I could have completed my paper. Yes, I did not finish the essay question which was like super easy. Wtf man=.= Next time I should just do the essay questions first. But that's not the point, the point is Ivan deserved to fail and it's really unfair how he is allowed extra time. It's seriously not fair for those who did not complete the paper (I'm not the only one).

Btw, the more I go for drama the more I feel that I'm wasting my time. Seriously. Those idiots just don't understand how we're super short of time and they're totally not putting in any effort at all. Not gonna say names, but I'll just let you all know that I'm talking about people like terrence. Watching them perform is boring the shit out of me man. Zzz.

Not to mention that my parent's are now nagging the hell out of me to off my comp and go to sleep. Zzz. Gah. Shall blog next time when I have the time...

Just realised I haven't done this for a long, long time... So it's back again!! This time featuring Yuki Nagato from the Suzumiya Haruhi franchise. Moe~

2009-06-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

Just goes to show how bloody selfish you are. Forget it man, not gonna waste my time on you. You've just shown me another ugly side of you. Two in fact, one you're damn selfish, two you're a fucking cheapskate. I wonder how many more are to be revealed?

2009-06-19T04:18:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been updating very frequently. It's just that prelim 2's like just around the freaking corner and I've got freaking loads to mug...As I'm typing this my hist notes are just right by my side. Holy crap I so need a breather.

Yeah anyway all of a sudden I had a crave for Faye Wong's songs. Her voice is beautiful man. She sang quite a lot of covers in chinese and there's this original which really caught my attention. It's called Silent all these Years - Tori Amos (who the hell is that? I have a feeling I've seen the name somewhere though) yeah and I think the lyrics are really powerful.

Here you go:
Excuse me but can I be you for a while
My dog wont bite if you sit real still
I got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin at me again
Yeah I can hear that

Been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
Yes I know what you think of me- you never shut up
Yeah I can hear that

But what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and its been here
Silent all these years

So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
Whats so amazing about really deep thoughts
Boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
Hows that thought for ya

My scream got lost in a paper cup
You think theres a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25 bucks and a cracker, go you think its enough
To get us there

Cause what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice and its been here
Silent all these years

Years go by will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by if Im stripped of my beauty
And the orange cloud raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know were too easy easy easy

Well I love the way we communicate
Your eyes focus on my funny lip shade
Lets hear what you think of me now but baby dont look up
The sky is falling

Your mother shows up in a nasty dress
Its your turn now to stand where I stand
Everybody lookin at you, here take a hold of my hand
Yeah I can hear them

But what if Im a mermaid
In these jeans of his with her name still on it
Hey but I dont care cause sometimes, I said sometimes
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
I hear my voice
And its been here
Silent all these years
Ive been here
Silent all these years

This is good stuff.

2009-06-09T07:54:00.001-07:00

Thank you all for your well wishes =))

Alright off to mug...

2009-06-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

Nothing particularly interesting happened today...Stayed at home for most of it. Except in the morning, we went to this Hong Kong stlye cafe in Katong there, called 老 Hong Kong. Pretty cool place. The stuff they sell there is like super cheap, and its freaking nice. Much better than the Xing Wang Hong Kong Cafe or something...that one cost a bomb. So you all have to go try it out!! If you can find it that is...

So for some reason now FB is lagging its head off. Or is it just my connection. I can't even take a bloody quiz!! Geez!! Oh forget it. Speaking of FB, I'M HOOKED TO IT OMGIRL. SOMEBODY STOP ME~~!!!!! AHH!!!!!! Alright, I can do this. Turn around, put that lappy away, start doing my maths...NO!! I CAN'T DO IT!!! Ok that was spastic.

-Random Fandom-ness-

HOLY COW!!! One more day to Nonaka Ai's birthday!!! Yeah, the same person who bought life to certain air-headed anime characters, like Konoe Konoka from Negima, Fuko from Clannad, Fuura Kafuka from Zetsubou Sensei, and the main character from Iriya no Sora, UFO no Natsu. Presenting....Nonaka Ai!!! AIPON~~

Aww~ She's so cute XD

2009-06-04T03:05:00.001-07:00

Alright it's high time for me to update my blog. So...

Hi people,

like for some reason we got hooked back to playing Pokemon cards. LOL. Hey, stop laughing okay!! But damn sian, 'cause my good decks are all with fourier ang!!! So now my current deck sucks. I have a serious lack of good Supportor cards. My Pokemon are good, just that I can't get them out!!! Ah well. Gonna re-format my whole deck, now that I found some extra cards. Like zomgwtfbbq, I just found an extra stash somewhere and guess what I found? Staraptor!!! Empoleon!!! The Tropius which Oreos wanted!!! Vespiqueen!!! Floatzel!!! Aggron!!! Venusaur ex!!! Omg!!! No wonder lorh, I was wondering what happened to my Staraptor and Empoleon. And I totally forgot I owned a Venusaur ex until just now. Okay so I'm gonna reformat my deck soon...

And oh yeah, I just came back from Compass Point a few hours ago. So on my way back, I saw this fat boy and his grandfather. Like wtf man, the grandfather was carrying a lot of stuff and the boy wasn't helping him one bit. Can tell the old man suffering, 'cause the bag almost slipped out of his hand and he had to put it onto the floor for a bit. Then the kid was like holding nothing at all? And that's not it. When the LRT approached, he immediately rushed to the door. When the door opened, he crashed into this tall white man. Not saying a single sorry, he rushed to the seats. Like wth man. Wth his parents doing...And this just goes to prove that PCK and gang have failed. Seriously quite angry when I saw that...Well at least he did save a seat for his grandfather.

Btw, August Play is seriously taking up a lot of my time. Further more, each time I go, the more I feel that I'm wasting my time. Those brats and idiots aren't even putting in effort. The worse of the lot is probably daniel chay. You can practically sense his...no, SEE his 'I'm SO not doing this' aura around him. And the fact that Nora wants me to act, but no I'm only an understudy, is quite vexing. Scali she sees me in the audience next time and says, "Hey! I thought I said I want you in?!" Owww. That's gonna hurt.

Okay, a lot of people seems to be blogging about the newly opened Circle line, so I shall too. Frankly, I do benefit quite a lot from it. Normally it takes me 1hour or so to reach home, but now it takes about 35mins. Almost cut the duration by half. But still, ITS A FREAKING 35 MINS. Sigh...

Taken from yeung kai's blog, a pic of us in the Circle Line MRT. I notice I'm leaning a lot towards yk...Once again, ignore that big baffoon on the left of the pic.

-FANDOM RANDOM-NESS-

ZOMG!!! IT'S HERE!!! IT'S COMING!!! NONAKA AI'S BIRTHDAY!!!! KYAA~~!!!!! (Look, I'm NOT a girl just because I went KYAA~~!!!!!) 4 DAY'S TIME!!! Aww man~~ She's so cute >.< <--That's so not me.

But hey, she's really cute~~

Don't you just loveee that smile? \(^o^)/

Okay I better stop, I'm feeling like I'm such a nut=.=

2009-05-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

Random Ramblings.
Hey,being random is fun okay. Ok have been wanting to blog for like damn long, but kept pushing it back. So now that there's ample things to blog about I shall update...

Ok first thing first, Jubilate VI!! Okay lah, I thought last year's was better. It just had to clash with our Sports Night. Me, jonk and yk had to leave earlier in order not to miss the performance. Even though we left early, we were still just on time for the performance. And I did not bring an extra set of clothes, so I had to watch the whole of the performance in my uniform. Feels pretty weird, like when people see you, they go like 'Cat hi...' Gah.

I thought their CO was pretty good. Their drama was okay...Band was actually quite boring. Not that I have anything against St Nicks band, just that I hate the Overture, so darn boring. Dances were okay as well...Chinese drama was (like most chinese dramas) super drama-rama. Their choir was okay too I guess. Can't really judge them 'cause I know nuts about choral. Our choir was zai according to my sis though.

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And now about the issue with my father. He's barking crazy I tell you. Like 2 days ago he goes like all crazy just 'cause my handphone ran out of batt. What, my handphone isn't some imba shit which can last for a lifetime. So, yeah, it does run out of batt. What can you do about it, scream at God for making this world so imperfect? So off he goes about how I should keep checking my phone every now and then and remember to charge it (it was half-full that morning for god's sake) and how I don't understand a shit he's saying. Then he goes oh-so-random and says something which went like 'You think we're idiots who don't know how t use the phone?' with 'We' refering to my mom and him. Firstly, NO, I do NOT think that my mom doesn't know how to use the phone, but YES, I think you are fucking retarded and this is not unjustified. Please, you don't even know how to send a god damn SMS. Last year I got shouted at just 'cause I sent a SMS which you asked me too since you are so phone-illiterate that you can't do it yourself. Perfect. Too perfect. And he just told me off 'cause my chair was apparently too high, and that I'm crazy. Look, who was the one who wanted to buy that chair? You. Who was so against that idea? Me. Uh huh. See the irony?

And some people are just so freaking childish and self-centered. Big deal if you lost a freaking 10 dollars. Doesn't mean that the whole world owes it to you. First he goes like 'Eh can lend me money' in that super buay-song tone. So I didn't like that, there wasn't a 'Please' or any indication that we're about to do him a favour. So I said no. This was before I knew he lost his money. Then when I finally knew he lost his money, I went to sort of ask him relax and I thought, well, since I do have extra, just lend him some money. And he goes like 'Go away, fuck off' along with the hand action of swatting flies.

Like, whatever man. Lose your 10bucks, go blame it on yourself for not taking care of your own belongings. Stop it with the 'Definitely someone stole it' 'cause no one in our class would do that. You never think once that the money could be lost due to your own fault, like you misplaced it somewhere. Then off you go, crying at your own table. So everyone gathers around there to try and console you. All you did in return was show us all an angry face like all of us had wronged you. And for god's sake its just a freaking 10bucks. Not like it's the end of the world, or like your mom has died. You're just being childish like some child throwing a bloody tantrum. Look here, we did not take your money. We are, since we take you as a friend, trying to console you. What you did in return is just crap. You're really pathetic, going all childish like that and crying over a 10dollars you lost. Please, both me and kcs have lost bigger amounts. We didn't go around cursing at everyone else we meet. Nor did we kick the tables and chairs. Please, you're freaking 16 years old already.

That just goes to show your self-centered-ness. Yeah the whole world revolves around you. Like, hey, I just lost my 10bucks, I have the authority to insult anybody I want, and kick around any chairs I like!! And that's not just it. Like yesterday, we had a maths test. I finished early, so I went around yx's area which was in fact just right in front of ivan. And he goes 'FUCK OFF YOU'RE DISTRACTING ME.' Astonished, I just tried to say I was just standing there and he interrupts me with 'JUST FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF'. I was so damn pissed. He's absurd. Mental. And this is a friend I'm talking about. Maybe no longer one, from today onwards I'll just treat him like trash. And later, he calls his mom to say he'll be late, 'cause he started the test late, and that a very irritating guy was irritating him so he wasn't able to finish fast. I would have loved to grab his phone and smash it rigth in front of his face. And I forgot how, but we somehow went to him saying 'I don't care about how you feel.' That did it man. And I seriously thought we were friends. Just goes to show how selfish a person you are. And he has the goddamn cheek to ask me to help him carry some stuff down. I don't know how kcs who was standing next to me can stand this. So I'm just someone who becomes a friend when you are in need, and someone who is just rubbish to you when you're not in need.

That's why you're pathetic. I wonder how you'll survive in the society. I feel sorry for kcs. You keep tring to sabo kcs and bring him down with you, yet kcs has the heart to help you. You don't deserve his help.

Okay I actually started off this post quite light-heartedly. Now I'm feeling rather heavy. Gah.

2009-05-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

MATHS IS ......
Kinda killing me. Seriously-.- the stupid Ex2 took me such a freaking long time to actually do like just one paper (I'm halfway through my second paper now). Some questions really took me uber long to solve luh, q9 from paper 1 took me probably half an hour. Had to cancel out here and there, my whole paper's so messy now.

Yeah and physic's ain't much better...got 2 papers to do. Shit, shouldn't have slacked so much during the weekends. Ahh, couldn't help it larh, just finished history prelim paper 1 after so much of mugging, that I just wanted to fully relax and not do anything...

So I started reading manga. And yeah, I prefer manga much more to anime, although there are certain exceptions. So I started reading Bakuman, which gary recommended, and whoa, it's really darn nice. Pretty cool plot and all. Thanks gary =)) and then I started reading I"s which is OMG AMAZING. I'm serious. I know it's quite old already (1996) but it's really freaking amazing. I'm adding that series to my 'Uber zai manga list', so now it contains 4 series =)) I kind of regret not reading it earlier. Like they said, don't judge a book by its cover. When I first saw the cover I was pretty put off by it...Who knew the inside was so amazing.

Alright, this friday's sports night. Clashes with st nick's jubilate. Sian lah....Really wanted to go see their performances leh-.- I'm really interested in their drama performance. My sis was like telling me they're darn good and super zai, but they only got a silver. So really wanted to see for myself.

Ok sorry if this post is like pretty random, 'cause there's quite a lot of stuff going on lately...So now I'm gonna talk about CHMA.

On the whole I thought most of them really sucked. Some were obviously straining their vocals. And for some reason or another most of them sang real slow songs, wich made it uber boring after awhile. Anyway jiayou yk and elgyn =))

The most enjoyable performance (IMO) is the dance by the 4-1 people, consisting of toon yang, timothy and lewis. Don't know them personally lah, but their dance seriously damn nice. You can tell they put in effort to choreograph the whle thing, the whole thing is also pretty darn original, unlike Edison's bibbop. Johnervan's dance was also not that bad, but I personally thought keefe's was boring. Not impactful enough...

Ok shall stop my ranting and continue with my maths...SHIT. ITS 10 ALREADY.

2009-05-13T04:10:00.000-07:00

Physics test today was =.= Nobody said anything about testing all the topics! ALl we were told was that we will be tested on electromagnetism. But still it was relatively easy, except the part on induction, which we were still NOT TAUGHT yet. Probably can do pretty well for this paper =)

And I just wanna talk about the speech given to us yesterday by Mr Lim Swee Say, Minister of Prime Minister's Office or something along that line. Aiyah, just some really high (as in really, really high) post in the government. He came to our school and gave us a speech about the future of singapore.

And he's some real cool guy, and gave some epic speech. I must say I'm suprsied the speech was so engaging. He really knows his stuff, giving super long answers to super short answers. And I think he kind of caught our attention by speaking of his past, which was like a bit of a joke. He said that him standing there thay day was due to 'Democracy', 'cause he came from some really bad background, and that he lived right next to a red-light-district. Cool huh?

And how his language (both of them) sucked. I must say I kind of agree to this, he sometimes mispronounce certain words, but I think this just makes it funny for us.

His story about 'A Fire' was seriously damn cool and damn funny. Talk about personal experiences and old memories...Like maybe 10 or 20 years down the road, I'll be able to recall certain stuff from secondary school life, like how idiotic ivan is or something, then experience that nostalgic feeling...

All I can say is that the minister is seriously a good speaker and very charismatic, I enjoyed his speech much more than the one before (on Law).

Back to today.

Drama's gonna have a total of 8 excos. Now that's a really big number, considering how small the group now is without us. And some positions are just crap, like level co-ordinator?! That's an exco post?! Why can't they have 8posts last year too, then I can have on of them-.-

Btw, I was on the MRT today with kcs, yew loong, wei yi and kenneth low. We were talking about weirdos in each class. What sparked off this discussion was in fact one of the weirdos we were talking about. Let's just refer to him as Cresent Face. Like we were walkign towards j8, then all of a sudden he just came and harrased yew loong like crazy. As in really crazy, yew loong tried to avoid him but all he does was just catch up with him again and say something like: "It's futile to try and escape" or something. Then at the MRT station, he pinned yew loong against the wall, like he's gonna rape him soon. Wtf.

Yeah so the list of weirdos stretched from Cresent Face to some bryan guy in 4-1, and teck nam from 4-2 (speaking of teck nam, check this out:http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/0WGC3gcsxAAOJwZs) then ivan from our class. Teck nam is seriously wth, I don't know how the hell he can frown 24/7, like c'mon, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! And apparently he's some super stalker who keeps stalking andy (4-2). Reminds me of Gasai Yuno (Mirai Nikki). Maybe they're both pyscho o.o

2009-05-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

Ahh....Dissapointing....

Ok so somehow the class gathering got cancelled. Don't ask me why, but zong da said something like, not enough people or something. Gah...whatever. Like how come our class is like that...every attempted class outing always somehow fails. Like last year's chalet, only half the class turned up. Then today we were supposed to go cycling at East Coast Park. A freaking 9 people gave positive answers. Omg.

Then its pretty darn amazing how 4-2 can always have outings...Oreos was just telling me the other day their bbq went very well. Does our class really have no class spirit? Gah I still can't get over the fact that I pushed some stuff off so that I can attend this non-existant outing. Great. Really great.

2009-05-08T05:05:00.001-07:00

Today felt good =)

Was totally awesome, we played badminton for like 4hours. Didn't ate lunch though, so was pretty hungry throughout the 4hours. *growl~* Something really funny happened, kcs was trying to return a smack I gave, and instead of whacking the shuttlecock back, his racket flew out of his hand and he lost balance and just stoned there at that pose. So it was like his racket was flying towards us while he was doing some weird pose!! Haha, you all should have seen it with your own eyes. And ivan got owned by me=))

But after all that my shirt was sticking to my body and it felt down right uncomfortable. Imagine the weather and all, you know...

Btw maths test today was screwed. I didn't know differenciation and integration could be so damn difficult after acing through the first test (29/30!! Top the class!!!). So by the end of 2periods I was mentally drained...Only to be greeted by the chinese compo test which came right up. Mental block I tell you, after one period and a half I only finished up to the start of my buo2 lun4 (we were doing bzbd). Like omg. I'm left with roughly 35 minutes to finish more than half of my essay. Great. Ok not great...Just spammed everything. Like *woosh*. Probably will turn out crappy.

Oh and yk joined CHMA, together with elgyn I think. Yk singing and elgyn dancing or something. Anyway go support them =)) and support our other class members who joined as well (brandon, xm and gary). But 4days left to audition? How will they fare...From what I know both groups are not ready yet. Ah well. Wish them best of luck =))

Did I ever mention I'm playing 4-hand with yu chen? It's so damn stressing cannn~~~~? I mean I know we're both of grade 8 standard, but he's obviously so much better then me. Dunno why he picked me to play with him. It's for his Os or something too. I'm trying my best to practise though, but I just can't kick the habit of trying something new before I finished one!! Gah!!!! Like today I just tried playing the 'Requiem of a Dream' theme song. Yu chen's hungarian dance is like forgotten already...

Btw you people GOT to see THIS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbVw7entkxg
As in seriously, this is a MUST SEE.

Time's ticking, off for my beauty sleep~~

2009-05-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

We Remember Your Childhood Well
Nobody hurt you. Nobody turned off the light and argued
with somebody else all night. The bad man on the moors
was only a movie you saw. Nobody locked the door.

Your questions were answered fully. No. That didn't occur.
You couldn't sing anyway, cared less. The moment's a blur, a Film Fun
laughing itself to death in the coal fire. Anyone's a guess.

Nobody forced you. You wanted to go that day. Begged. You chose
the dress. Here are the pictures, look at you. Look at us all,
smiling and waving, younger. The whole thing is inside your head.

What you recall are impressions; we have the facts. We called the tune.
The secret police of your childhood were older and wiser than you, bigger
than you. Call back the sound of their voices. Boom. Boom. Boom

Nobody sent you away. That was an extra holiday, with people
you seemed to like. They were firm, there was nothing to fear.
There was none but yourself to blame if it ended in tears.

What does it matter now? No, no, nobody left the skidmarks of sin
on your soul and laid you wide open for Hell. You were loved
Always. We did what was best. We remember your childhood well.

(by Carol Ann Duffy)

Was digging through my bag when I found this. Really liked this poem written by Carol Ann Duffy. Btw, she (Carol Ann Duffy) was just appointed poet laureate. I think she's the first female to achieve that.

And I've finally updated my deviantart. Like for the first time since I joined a year ago. GO VISIT AND COMMENT: http://shiki-frick.deviantart.com/

2009-04-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

You know, Sec 4 life is pretty boring. I mean, like in Sec 3, I had at least something to blog about everyday...Then now, its like a chore to think of something to blog about.

Like, if you had not noticed, my past few posts were more or less about SYF. 'Cause NOTHING INTERESTING HAS BEEN HAPPENING. GAHHH.

Okay Sec 4 life really sucks. Even more then our school's chinese dept. who (so ingeniusly) came up with this mock chinese exam thingy which is on tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow. You really must give it to those geniuses, they took one whole day just for one single subject: Higher Chinese. *claps hands* Sigh...

And here I am blogging instead of memorising gong han/si han and bzbd formats. Gah, who cares...

Anyway recently, qing shan brought this bottle of hairgel to school. Qing shan being qing shan, he did some really silly antics with that bottle of hair gel...Quite amusing in fact. LOL. So yeah, what he did was put a bit of the gel on his index finger, then he flings his index finger, causing the lump of gel to fly and *splat!* hit whoever's unlucky enough. It was hilarious when it hit hong yi!! Hong yi sort of over-reacted, he screamed at qing shan, when it was actually ze jun who flicked it at him.

Well I myself tioed 2 times...Its really damn gross.

Yay going out on friday (finally an outing), so it's like the first movie for the year? Probably gonna watch Wolverine. Yes, Gambit's finally gonna make an appearance =)) Also wanted to watch Shinjuku Incident, but I'm NOT OLD ENOUGH. Bloody hell...And somehow Cathay decided not to screen Wolverine, for some lame ass reason such as :For business purposes. Right~ Damn, gonna spend loads on that day, ain't spend much cash for a damn long time. Actually there's this Hatsune Miku figurine I really want. Looks freaking epic.

And I'm really happy to say that someone took the initiative to plan another class event. The one which me and kcs planned failed miserably, only about 10-15 people turned up (hey! that's almost half the class okay!!). Something about cycling at East Coast Park I think. Cool. I'm gonna go=)) SHOW CLASS SPIRIT!!! But I'll probably skate instead =))

Okay gonna rest early for tomorrow's test...wish me good luck peeps!!

2009-04-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

Oh my god, EL Drama got gold with honours!!!!

Okay, I must admit I was hoping for gwh, but I did not really expect us to get gwh. This morning, I just walked into class and xuan ming was like 'Drama got gwh' I must say I did not really believe him initially. Like, we drama members don't even know our own results yet, how come the CO people know?

Then it was only during session time later, that we were officially told the results. GOLD WITH HONOURS. OMG. I was so damn freaking happy!! That means we have broken the record. We're the first batch to have brought CHS El Drama to a Gold with Honours. WHOO!!! Of course, being the stage manager for our SYF, I feel proud.

So I want to thank the following people:

Firstly, our drama teachers-in-charge, for spending their time on us, to motivate us, to help us. Equally important is Mr Sanjay, our director and Mrs Crothers, our co-director, who directing our play.

Secondly, our dear teachers who have the understanding to excuse us from classes for us to practise.

Thirdly, our principal Mr Lee, for being at our SYF to support us. No doubt his presence made a great difference.

Fourthly, to the cast members, who had done such a great job. Thank you all for putting your very best effort and putting up such a great play. Special thanks to yk and james for leading them.

Fifth, to my dear crew members and the technical crew. Thanks for all that you've done. I may be hard on you at times (I'm actually damn lenient already), but yeah, you've got to do what you're supposed to do. I'm really proud to be your stage manager. Special thanks to joseph and wei yi, who lead the tech crew.

Btw, although this year's SYF was less of an overkill, it was still an overkill. Let me quote you some statistics:
Out of 120 schools who took part in this year's SYF central judging for Drama:
9 Schools got COP.
49 Schools got Bronze.
44 Schools got Silver.
12 Schools got Gold.
6 Schools got Gold With Honours.
I'm am damn proud to say that our school's drama is part of the 6.

Okay, I have kind of been keeping quiet about this, but I must really say I feel DAMN CHEATED. And damn under-credited. Yup, that's all.

So with this new achievement, our school's drama club will soar to greater heights. I'll be passing out soon, so the rest of you all, better not let us down!! JIA YOU CHS EL DRAMA aka revoACT aka MOTION DRAMATICA!!!

*LOL I just realised I forgot to credit jonk*
Also, thanks to:
Last but not least, our President. Thank you for....Er, I'm not sure of the details of what exactly he did, but no matter, he has no doubt somehow helped us achieve our GWH.

2009-04-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

Ahh...Much stuff has happened today.

Today really really wasn't my day. I completely lost control. I just snapped. Shan't elaborate too much. But I must say I was really damn pissed. Ok, I was really fuming mad. I mean, I'm not the only person who won't shut up. Anyway what the hell did I do to deserve that. I admit I might have been uncooperative, but what about the rest of the class? Whatever, just felt damn prejudiced against. Like, hello, I treat you as a friend. I wouldn't even have given a damn about getting you saber chibis if I didn't. But you're treating me like what? It's not just this time. You've already kicked me countless of times even if you may not remember it. Just that this time it landed on my stomache and *POOF* I snapped. And when I'm in your way you just push me aside, when I was talking to someone else. Hello??! You could at least say an 'excuse me'. You need to get your thing done, I need to finish talking to that person. I don't know what I did to make you dislike me this much. Tell me in the face can? So that I won't do it again in front of you?

Trust me, thoughts like 'This is our class chairman?' and 'This is NCC Air's former CSM? What a failure that CCA is, they must be blind.' crossed my mind. What you did to me today totally changed my attitude towards you. You say you're short on patience. I'm short of patience. I've tolerated all the crap you've done to me. I went to toilet and came back a little late 'cause I was caught for ankle socks, and you give me that suspicious look and said, 'Yeah right.' What do you take me as? You called me a bastard and told me 'Look at what you just did!!!' when those tissues on the floor weren't even mine. Yeah, what did I do? Killed your whole family? Fucked you upside down? Then you 'commanded' me to pick it up. Who are you? I don't mind picking them up if you asked nicely. Your tone just put me off. And the fact that the tissues were more to your side; why couldn't you pick them up yourself? 'Cause you're a CSM? 'Cause you're our class chairman? Jesus christ man. Now you tell me who's short of patience.

I would have believed that you're 'sincerely sorry' if you had apologised immediately. But no. You asked me to shut up. You only apologised when I demanded for an apology. Now that's really sincere, and you're so damn sincerely forgiven.

It's just like how julian teo puts it. 'What a great way to start a Monday'. Yeah, thanks man.

Nevertheless I sort of calmed down after the letter. I shall not brood over this incident any longer and you're forgiven. In return, I too hope you will forgive me for my uncooperativeness. But I doubt it'll be the same after this. Just felt very betrayed.

I was totally like no mood to do anything up till Lit class. At least news of kenneth's birthday cheered me up a little. Celebrated with him after english remedial. A group of us went manhattan fish market to eat. Yeah I successfully conviced jia wei to come with us, so that he can share cost =)) (we were going to treat kenneth, see). Anyway after all those conversations, I really cheered up a lot. Happy Birthday Kenneth! Sweet 16! Sexy 16!!

*random moment*
When I was thinking back about today's incident, this piece came to my mind. You can hear the piece at: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBFjhm7Sb1Q

Oh yeah, I saw something REALLY attrocious today. When kcs and I were at khatib mrt station, I saw this woman allowing her child (a girl) to pee right at the ticket thingy. I was like, oh my gosh. I never thought this kind of thing would happen in singapore. Plus, the toilet was like just a few steps away. How shameless.

*ok this is an add-on to the original post*
I just re-read this post. I just realised I didn't fault myself. I am at fault too. I should have known better than to make noise when an announcement is being given out. I shouldn't have blown it and created such a ruckus. Nor should I have spouted all those vulgarities. For that, I am sorry.

2009-04-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Ok have not blogged for like damn long. So I'll post something to keep it alive.

Yeah actually I had something to blog in mind, but I can't seem to remember it now. But anyway, I just visited my junior's blog and the first line I saw was 'On 17 April 2009. I tasted my semen.' DAMN. DAMN MAN, DAMN. For the sake of my junior's privacy, I shall not state his name here.

But yeah, anyway that was bloody sick. I questioned him myself, only to find that it was true. The vivid description was damn sickening. 'First I looked at the white mucous fluid and wondered whether I really wanted to do this. I smelt the semen. It had a neutral, metallic smell. I put my tongue to my hands and licked my palms but the semen was so sticky and thick that I couldn’t pick it up with my tongue. So I simply put my cupped hands to my mouth and poured the semen in, using my teeth to ease it into my buccal cavity.'

Urgh. Dammit man. That's damn sick lah...Masturbate can understand, but drinking your own cum?! Ok shall not talk about this anymore, lest I start barfing. Or you start barfing.

Yeah anyway, just thought I'd like the congratulate our school band and modern dance for achieving GWH in their respective SYFs, and our school choir for achieving a Gold. For Drama, we're will waiting for out results...*Keeps fingers crossed*

Btw K-ON OWNS!!! SO MOE~~!! OMG!!! Airhead, wide forehead, mature,and eyebrow idol all have!!! SO MOE~~!!!!! =))

MIO~~!!!

2009-04-09T05:31:00.000-07:00

You know, just yesterday, julian teo was saying we have to mug until, when the last O Level paper is over, when we shade the last oval for our MCQ, and when we check finished our paper, and there's about one more minute left, you just look around, and you think: 'It's over. God damn it all, it's over.' And then be ecstatic for that few seconds, before you realise, 'What do I do now?' Yeah. That feeling of helplessness, that hollow feeling.

That's the exact feeling I've felt when our SYF was over. Even until the morning of the day of our SYF itself, I was still, like normal, making sure all the props are okay, making sure all my crew is there, making sure everyone of them has a black shirt, making sure every single one of my crew member knows what to do, double-checking with jonk the procedure, making the 'blood' then, and making sure all the sticks still had felt on it. Helping the cast with their make up, getting all the props loaded up (that was one hell of an experience, I swear the lorry was so god damn small it still suprises me how all the props fit in that time), checking the props on my checklist, blah the blah...

Then during the ride there, I was trying to compose myself, imagining the bump in in my head, the bumping out too. Then before we know it, we're there. The place where we will achieve our goals. The place where, for the last time for Sec3s and 4s, to get a GWH. The endpoint of 4 years/3years of hard work. Time seemed to fly then. All I could remember was us crapping around, then it was our turn. Bumped in. Play zipped past. Bumped out. And off we go. I could remember myself being happy, for SYF is finally over. Even went to celebrate, we had pizza for lunch that day.

Then the next morning, I was walking the past the auditorium. It felt weird. It seriously felt weird. I should be there, but I don't. Nevertheless, I continued walking. Then as I walked past the area behind the auditorium, my head instinctively tilted to that direction, hoping to see the cast there practicing, hoping to hear them having a line run, hoping to hear them doing their vocal warm ups. But no. The feeling of helplessness, it really overwhelms. It's like this feeling at the back of my head, telling me 'I should be at the auditorium at this point of time.' I walked up to class. I sat down and I looked around. The classroom was so empty, except for a few people, including yk. I could see the same 'lost' expression on his face while he was listening to his music.

Then it came to me again, SYF was really over. We're stepping down soon. We no longer need morning practices. You won't know this kind of feeling until you've experienced it for yourself. And I don't want that. I don't want to step down. Drama has already been a part of my life since Sec2. To ask me to suddenly stop...I'm not prepared yet.

And to think I joined drama in Sec2 'cause I thought of it nothing more then a mere 'slack cca'. Now I understand. Now I understand what my seniors had told me. 'You may not think of it as important now, but when it becomes your turn, you will understand.' Now I regret not joining drama earlier. I regret thinking it as a way out for me to quit band. It's just that, through drama, I really changed. I changed as a person. I'm less shy then before. I'm more outspoken. I'm more daring to try out new things. For this, I truly thank my cca.

Now it feels weird to go home so early on a wednesday and on a friday. I become angry when people criticize my cca. For me 3years ago, I would have been ecstatic. They say we're suffering from withdrawal. Is it true...?

2009-04-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

Drama SYF
Okay, have been pushing this post off for quite some time already.

Anyway, this year's SYF was the lousier between the 2 I have taken part in so far. You wouldn't have known the pressure, fear, and anxiety I've felt on that day. And the anger, at the end of the day.

We started off real badly. As in, really, really, really really badly. Right before we were laving for ACJC, we had to transport the props right? We asked for a truck. Guess what they gave us? A LORRY. Yes you've seen right, a god damn LORRY. I saw it and I was like, WTF. It's damn small. And our props are damn big. I saw it and I almost lost my balance. And the uncle said he could do it (as in put all our props on the lorry). I seriously doubted him. I did not want to take any chances of spoiling the props on our important day. So I immediately ran back to the auditorium and told mdm jasmine. She almost freaked out too. You wouldn't have known how down I've felt. All the worries of the props being damaged, or us being late for our SYF. At last crothers said it was ok, so we still put the props on the freaking small lorry. It was only achievable by stacking one cube on top of another. I saw it, and I prayed hard. One of the first few times I actually prayed for something so badly. Prayed for the props to be okay, and for the sky not to rain (paint of the props was washasble). Plus we had to take all that pressure on just ourselves, we were not to tell the cast so as not to affect them.

Props arrived safe and sound. With the exceptions of a few scratches, which were quite visible. But thomas assured us that they couldn't be seen from the stage. Was still feeling damn down. I was damn irritated, almost wanted to cry. Then jun yu just had to drop the large cube. I swear I almost popped a vein. Jun yu seriously screws up BIG TIME. Last SYF, it was the platforms. This SYF, it was the large cube and the blood. He made shi xiao look like a rudolph with the blood, which was in fact face paint. Plus he's so freaking noisy, even though I've already duct-taped his mouth.

Setting up the stage was seriously screwed as well. We were told, right before we went in, that they will tell us once the bump in has started. I double checked with the guy if we can bring the props in first, then station ourselves, and start when they asked us to. He said yes. Guess what? We went in, stationed ourselves, and I went to the wings for a while. Then all of a sudden my crew started bumping in. One of my crew ran to me and said the bump in already started. I wasn't told that. Anyway we still did a great job, nothing wrong except the large cube, which didn't really affect the play. Like wth. The people at ACJC so disorganised, at first said we could station ourselves first, then bump in. Next minute, ask us "What are you all doing? Timing has already started!"

Was watching the whole play at right wing. I was getting disheartened by every minute. Starting kind of screwed, in the sense that the banging of sticks were not uniform. Then, roger (kcs) screwed up his voice. I could hardly hear his 'JACK!! I've got his glasses!!' line, and the 'Fair?! Who said anything about fair?!' line. Both were screwd. Hopefully the judges will mistake the 'JACK!! I've got his glasses!!' as some cry instead, but the 'Fair?! Who said anything about fair?!' line was seriously screwed up. And it was really being contrasted, when piggy (matthew) said real loudly, 'I DID!!!' right after roger's line. Also, simon (sheldon) being killed scene, I thought it was rather bad. Simon sounded like he was rushing himself, and there was not enough emotion in him. Also, during the play, when 2 people's sticks hit each other, one of the said 'Sorry.' I punched the air in fustration. And the cast are all idiots, except for the sec 4s. When they came in for us to put blood, they were damn noisy. One of them even made a huge loud 'Shhh'. And to think jonathan and joseph kept asking the crew to shut up during practise. Oh the irony.

When the whole thing was over, I was damn emo. Coupled by the fact that when I was out, wei yi told me lights was screwed at the beginning, and we exceeded by 21seconds. But it sure was a relieve to find out that jack (yk) could not hear the 'Sorry' even though he was on stage. So hopefully the judges don't hear it as well. Lights probably they won't know, since even I did not know they screwed up. Jack (yk) thought simon was pretty good, so maybe I'm just imagining things. I also know that the judges would probaly give a bit of a leeway for timing. Since we only exceeded by 21seconds, that's probably pardonable.

Other than that, the play was a good one. Jack is as convincing as ever, ralph is as good as ever, and piggy is just amazing. Maurice, sam and eric did really well. As in really well. Roger, I have nothing to say. I mean, what I wanted to say is already typed above. Simon's 'pig's head on a stick' scene was good, hopefully it would cover up his other scene. Rest all did okay.

So I'm hoping for: GOLD WITH HONOURS.

2009-03-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

SYF
SYF's on tomorrow. Good luck to all of us drama members, and to the band members as well. May all the effort we have put in pay off. Bless us all. We can do it!!!

2009-03-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

Must really say that the cast is improving tremendously. Just this morning, I decided to come out to watch out play, and it was at this part, where Piggy was talking about the 'Did we ever carry spears?' part. Omg, I was damn surprised, Piggy was so in character and the whole scene was just so emotional and nice. As in seriously, it was the first time I saw Piggy act like that and the scene itself was just perfect. Like really. It was seriously, seriously, very good.

Anyway it's not just Piggy, other members of the cast are also improving a lot, like Eric. He was, in my opininon, one of the weaker cast members. But can really see him putting a lot of effort in trying to improve, now his acting is much better. Only part bad about him is his voice. Too high-pitched, if you ask me, which makes him harder to hear. Same problem with Sam too. But anyway, it's spirit like Eric's that the drama should have. Always strive for improvement. Please do not act like a Earnest Tan. Sec 3 and the only Sec3 not in SYF. Pathetic.

I know I'm not in any position to talk about the cast, but just can't help myself. Anyway it's not like I've never received cast training. So I shall continue ranting...

For Maurice, when he's describing Piggy after he fell off the cliff, I keep getting the feeling that he's somehow trying to rush his lines so that it would end faster. The description itself should show the super evil side of all of you, but it's like, he's saying it too fast for them (the hunters) to thoroughly enjoy the prospect of all the brutality and the whole scene itself is kind of weak.

Roger still has to improve on the 'running-away-from-beast' scene. He looks like some lunatic charging at the whole lot, or some serial snatch-thief. It was comical to look at, trust me. And a pain to watch too. Plus he has to take care of his voice, he's shouting too much until sometimes he sounds so darn what the hell, till I can't hear what he's saying.

Simon's 'pig's head on a stick' scene was rather good, but the 'don't give it to him, give it to me' scene was a bit of a fail. I keep getting the impression that he sounds happy when he could see the beast out there in the darkness, he has to use his facial expressions more, I can hardly tell what he's supposed to feel at that point of time. Simon must really improve more. He is improving, but not quite fast enough.

Ralph is good, that's all I can say. The emotions are shown clearly and I can follow how your character feels throughout the play. But one thing dissapointing was the lack of struggle between you and Jack when Piggy's gonna get pushed off. This is made even more obvious by Sam and Eric, who were both struggling at the sides like crazy. So it's like, stage left and stage right really struggling, but center stage, hardly any movement. I can see that it's caused on his part and not Jack's since Ralph's practically not moving a single muscle at all.

Jack is also good. I like his role the best throughout the play. Jack is able to show his emotions as well. Or maybe that's because there's very little emotions for him to potray, most is just anger and haught. Jack's acting is good, it really made him look like some son of a bitch. And that's a compliment by the way. Yet I do feel that he can push up the 'evil' factor up more. He's evil, but not yet sinister.

I shall address Sheng Mao directly, since he plays two rather important roles. I really liked his parachutist. A small role, so small it can hardly be called a role, but yet it captures my attention very much. The expression on his face and his actions, it is all very satisfying to watch. A small role, but played to the very best, that's all I can say. About the naval officer though, I must say he still has to improve on his pronounciation. Trust me, he practises really hard. I witnessed that myself.

The rest, nothing much to say about you all, except please be in character. George is still okay, but Henry sometimes is like, 'Hey man, I'm here for no reason' and acts like he's not part of the play. And he really, really must show more emotion. You know what kind of impression he gives me? Even if a bomb explodes next to him, he would just go 'Oh'. Yeah, that's how stoney faced I think he is.

Anyway, six days from now, all the effort we have put in will be rewarded. I know we will be. Gold with Honours, not far away. I know we can make it. We definitely will make it.

2009-03-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

School reopened today, wasn't that interesting. At the end of the day there was this talk on Law by this old boy of our school. From almost 50 years ago I think. Can just imagine how old he was...Was pretty cool speech. Lasted about 40minutes, but actually we learnt quite a lot from that speech. Like how children under 7 can't be charged for anything, even if they murdered someone, or trafficked drugs. And blah the blah...

Then I successfully dragged low IQ to eat lunch with us!! Whoo!! I feel so accomplished. Lol! Kidding lah, but normally he doesn't eat lunch with anyone anyway...and jonk suaned the heck out of me when I said I quit dota already. Zzz. Quit means quit liao okayyyy....

Anyway today's morning training for crew was more of a 'get-along-better' session since we did not have to do anything, so we just sat at the back of the audi and talked and at the same time catch up with our homework. Lol. Anyway our main topic was Jun Yu's rise to fame on the internet. LOL!!! We were talking about the EC House promotional video. For those interested, please click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seOMjkRslw8 trust me it's damn cool. Even got commentary somemore...Then the fact that the commentary was made by some programme made it even funnier...Plus the fact that it's starring JUN YU!!! WHOO!!!! Anyways, click on the uploader for MORE VIDEOS ON JUN YU!! 2 MVs, plus the EC House promotional video and another one on 'Animalypics' with some monkey trying to play basketball. Must watch. Definitely.

Anyway went to get my hair cut today. Made me look like a freak somehow. Now the right side of my forehead feels like, feaking BALD. I mean, yeah, I did ask for a slant, but I didn't expect it to be so slanted...Now I look a bit screwed-.- Nvm, the time will come again when my hair grows back to normal length. Then Mr Tan will ask me to cut it again...So no choice luh-.- Unless, like Mr Tan suggested, I pull my face longer, then my hair can be kept longer. Right~ So after lunch, went to cut hair with kiap. Mine took pretty long...And I wasn't very satisfied with it anyway...

After that we went our seperate ways. Btw I think I saw brenda while I was on the bus home. Man, SHE WAS JAYWALKING. OMG. Haha...Plus she changed her hairstylelike my sister had told me. Ok lah, getting nagged at by my mom already, just to irritate her, lemme post a pic before I end =))

Anyone know what's this anime? Or manga? Or is it just some OC...

2009-03-19T17:02:00.000-07:00

In an hour's time, it's drama's full dressed rehearsal. Hope everything's gonna go well. But damn, I don't wanna carry all the props up the stairs again-.- And now they are all painted. It's extra heavy with the layer of paint...Even the small cube is quite heavy. Not to mention the uber large cube. Maybe it needs 4-5 people to carry it now...=(

2009-03-19T03:51:00.001-07:00

I hereby apologise to the people I have offended on my previous post. I am terribly sorry. I don't know what the hell's gotten into me. I felt so ashamed when I read it again this morning. I just hope that no one else has read it. I've just shown a shameful side of me. Wrath and Envy, I've sinned.

2009-03-12T06:58:00.001-07:00

OK just realised my entire post on Drama's trip to ACJC miraculously dissapeared...DAMN.

2009-03-07T19:04:00.000-08:00

Ok haven't blogged for like, damn long, so here I am updating my blog =))

Ok last friday was CROSS COUNTRY. Bleh, it was easier then last time, we only had to run 3km+ which is a freaking short distance. Compared to the last few years where we had to run about 5km? Forgot the exact distance already. Bah, cross country sucks...And that slacker kiap go buy mc...that idiot...

Ah well. After that a group of us went to amk hub to eat at the Ah Mei Cafe, where TJR tripped and fell and his whole tray of prata fell onto the floor. Good job! But the aunty there was kind enough to replace it for him. And TJR actually had the face and skin to eat it...LOL. Haiz, TJR ah TJR...

Anyways just started reading these series:
-Kimi no Iru Machi
-Ice Revolution
and some other series which I can't recall now...

And I must seriously stop this stupid habit of mine. I have tons of other unfinished manga...Talking about Kimi no Iru Machi, I still feel that Suzuka was better (both are by the same mangaka). Dunno why lah, but Suzuka feels more realistic then Kimi no Iru Machi. The art style is the same as always, the female characters are just SO DAMN SIMILIAR TO EACH OTHER which is one thing I dislike about Seo Kouji. Like Kanzaki (Kimi no Iru Machi) looks so much like Suzuka (Suzuka). Gah...

Btw One Piece is suprisingly good. Chopper is sho cute =)) Just started reading One Piece about 2weeks? ago, now only at chapter 257-.- there's a good 200+ more chapters for me to catch up with...DANG. So much manga, so little time...

featuring Kohinata Hayami from H2O: Footprints in the Sand.

2009-02-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

Ok although there's Lit and E Maths tmr, I'm here blogging...

Anyway felt TOTALLY SCAMMED BY MR EDMUND YONG!!! Omg he made me think that the physics paper was like so easy...I mean it was quite, but Ionization?! I was completely stumped, like wth is ionization? Totally alien I tell you. The rest should be ok =) oh except the size of the atom crap. Probably lost already about 6+ marks? Damn. Hope I still can get my A1...

Oh and during hist, my mind completely BLANKED OUT. As in really blanked out, I can't think, I can't remember. As a result my Cuban Missile Crisis was a bit screwed. I got the points, but my elaboration was a bit off. I mixed the elaborations up for different points -.- How embarrassing. Hope I don't screw up too badly...

Btw I finally created my own handphone theme =) Based on ef - a fairy tale of the two btw. Had been wanting to do that since like last year when wx somehow got me interested in making one (I forgot how he did it). Damn I feel so accomplished =). Wait, I SHOULD BE STUDYING MATHS AND LIT! ZOMG! Bye people!! =))

2009-02-16T05:47:00.000-08:00

Mugging...

2009-02-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

Is it sadness? Or dissapointment? I don't know. What should I be feeling now? A very tiring day today, just want some peace and quiet for now...But my parents are bloody screaming at me to go eat dinner.

Whatever. Thought about life. Reality is harsh. How I wish I could live in an eternal dream and never wake up to this reality. It's like someone stabbing me real hard whenever I wake up from a good dream.

I kept thinking and thinking, and somehow, it's like, people sometimes have to stand alone, to make sure that they still can. But I hate standing alone. Two standpoints, me and the rest seperated. But even when I'm not, there's always the other side of the mask. Sometimes it's damn cruel that humans know how to lie, it creates doubt in people. Why why why? The answer of asking oneself? Is it self-delusionment? I don't know.

An abnormal smile.

2009-02-09T03:07:00.000-08:00

Got bored doing maths, and can't really talk to joshua now since I'm transfering some stuff for bryan and I'm afraid I'm gonna lag my whole lappy, so here I am blogging.

Seriously maths is killing me, the amount of questions man...Not that I can't do them, but its the amount of time you spend on them -.-

Anyway on Sat, a group of us went KKnM since there was this sale there. Originally, I didn't plan to go, but no one bloody told me about the sale! Hearing there was a sale I went lorh. Turns out that the items on sale are a bit useless...And some are just pure crap (like notes)...

Except the manga. HOO BOY. People who know me well will know that I prefer manga over anime =)) And it's like, what, bloody cheap. 1 buck per book, with cover to boot. YEAH BABY. But I was seriously damn pissed when I saw the whole of Shaman King on sale. Imagine buying the full set for 32bucks, with cover somemore. And now imagine me spending 32 x 5.00 = 160 bucks on the whole set, with NO COVER. Who wouldn't be pissed...

Anyway too bad gary couldn't make it, he had to leave at 1+ (and KKnM opens at 1330). Jr and kiap each bought a file. Kiap bought one for yx. I bought the whole set of Inukami =) while kiap bought the Asu no Yoichi I found. Yes, I found it. And kiap just conveniently, TOTALLY, COMPLETELY FORGOT TO CREDIT ME FOR IT. Sorry, but I'm egoistic and loves to be credited with small stuff such as this =))

Anyway I also wanted to buy Venus Versus Virus...But nvm. Then went khatib to cut hair (kcs forced us) and I lost my trademark long hair there. Thanks kcs! =)) But it turned out still ok lah, at least now I know I'll pass haircheck for sure=) Even Mr Tan gave his thumbs up (he usually asks me if I really cut my hair) =)).

Ok I've finished transfering 'A' (coded) to bryan's thumbdrive. Now I'm gonna go burn Melty Blood for him...Bye peeps, have fun doing your maths! =))

2009-02-04T06:57:00.001-08:00

Late Post
Title says it all, this post is gonna be on Ivan's birthday party. I know it happened on Sunday and all (yes, 4 days ago), but hey, Sec4s are busy ok? =)) Anyway I went only at about 4+, 'cause had lesson till then. Went into Ivan's room to find out that it has been transformed to some LAN gaming centre. Everyone gaming, except his 2 other friends from his pri school. Zzz.

Anyway nothing to do, so played Melty Blood and Fatal Fake with Ivan. Owned him completely. =D. La di da...Few hours passed, then played a bit of Black Jack and Big Two and Mahjong (using cards). Then eat his cake. Oh before that had a bit of pizza. Less fun then what I've expected. Gah. Won 30cents from Black Jack. I won the most, so you all can imagine how much we betting each...But c'mon, 3minutes of calling! Lol.

Anyway, junrong got me all excited for a moment, by giving me a link to a website which says that Haruhi Anime will be airing. I thought season2 was gonna air. Hey people, we've already waited for about 3years. But LOL and behold...http://www.sankakucomplex.com/2009/02/04/april-haruhi-tv-anime-a-rerun-angry-mobs-form/. Idiots sia. Giving us false hope man. I'm already sick and tired of waiting for season2, can they just bloody air it already. Gosh...

2009-02-03T02:43:00.000-08:00

CLANNAD
Just watched episode 16. Actually I downloaded it 2 days ago, but didn't have the time...Anyway, NAGISA DIED!! Omg. I'm feeling damn sad now. Really, really, damn, sad.

Don't want to continue typing this...quite emo now. So my post on Ivan's party will have to wait...WHY NAGISA DIE?! Haiz...

2009-01-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

Posting again...

Today, there was this performance group from Nanjing which came to our school to perform a total of 5 acts. Actually, at first, us Sec4s did not get the chance to watch them perform. However, we were allowed to watch it in the end. Probably 'cause it clashes with our 3rd lesson, and being Sec4s, the teachers thought we should focus more on our studies? Bleh~

Anyway, the first act was this 'human-frog' thing which is HILARIOUS. The poses of the performers are so weird and funny!!

2nd act involved this guy juggler. Bloody gay, at first started with 3 badminton (yes, badminton) rackets and started doing some juggling tricks. Then it increased to 4. Then 5. Then 6. Zomg. But the last trick he performed for the badminton rackes failed twice. Then he played with rings. This one even more gay. From 5 increased to 6, then 7, then 8. EIGHT. Just imagine.

3rd act was on this group of ladies playing the 'chinese yo-yo'. Quite zai sia. And I've always wondered how it actually works. I mean sometimes when they swing the yo-yo upwards, it is still somehow connected to the string, yet during other times they are able to make the yo-yo fly out. o.o

4th act was this guy who could immitate sounds. Zai man, can immitate sound of helicopter, sound of planes taking off, sound of people driving, sirens, and the train. He's got a lot of air capacity.

Last act included this guy and this female. Best act already luh, the gal danced ballet on top of the guy's hands/neck. Imba man. Both strength and great sense of balance is needed man. But people are saying that they are actually 'fake', in the sense that they don't actually learn ballet, but just immitating. Honestly I can't tell...Anyway there was this part which is damn funny. 'Cause the guy was holding the gal very close to her *ahem*, he was holding her legs all the way up there man. Which is the exact reason why we think he's actually having an erection, 'cause there was this bulk there...Anyway the gal ended the show by dancing on top of the guy's head.

Rest of the day was like crap. Drama was pretty boring too. Quite slack, 'cause starting we had nothing to do since we don't have the materials. But feeling a bit accomplished, we finished the parachute and the pig mask =))

2009-01-29T04:32:00.000-08:00

A bit late, yes, but yesterday, a group of us (me, kcs, jonk, yk, kiap, jr, hong you, oreos and zh) went to Plaza Sing (do NOT ask me why we went there) to eat at Crystal Jade. Ah well, it was half day and all.

Our original plan was to go there to lao yu sheng, but turns out that a lot of people don't actually eat yu sheng. In particular jr, the carnivorous carnivore who claims to only eat meat in his whole entire life. 'Why pay 30+ bucks for a plate of shredded carrots and veggies?'. Ok that was a bit exaggerated, but the fact that a lot of people disagreed on eating yu sheng remains. So ended up not lao~ing yu sheng.

Btw yk was late =X and only arrived when we finished eating. Feels bad for not waiting for him. And kcs koped the last plate of ma po tofu, which oreos and I wanted *Waves fists in his face*.

La di da, and we were off immediately when yk finished eating. Kcs, jr, hong you, oreos, kiap and me then went all the way to Kallang (yes, Kallang) to visit La Tendo. Wanted to visit KKnM, but apparently it was closed on that day. Bleh. Bought some FSN clear cards there (me and kiap shared the box of 12). Kiap claims that they are pencil boards, but I seriously doubt that pencil boards can ever be that small. I was lucky enough to get the Saber I wanted on my first pick =)) Yay me! And we bought Ivan's birthday present there. Hush~

Ate yogurt (yeah damn random) at Yoguru. Oreos suddenly pang seh us!! Walao!!! But go back damn early sia~ Was expecting more on that day. Should have went arcade with oreos first before going La Tendo...

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Ok, gotta go mug for physics test tmr already! Bye bye!!

One of my CLEAR CARDS, not pencil board, is based on this picture =))

2009-01-27T08:54:00.000-08:00

Yay new blogskin =))
Quite bored with the old one already.
New one's based on Shuffle!
Btw now music on my blog can be paused if you don't like it.
Newly added feature, 'cause some people are complaining about how my blog song clashes with their songs, and how they'd have to pause their song just to read my blog.
So I'm being considerate here =D
Remember tag ok!!
And I linked and relinked certain people too =D
My, what an unearthly hour, better go sleep soon =))

2009-01-25T08:25:00.000-08:00

YAY HAPPY CNY PEEPS

2009-01-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

Yay, today was kcs's birthday. Lalala~Jacked him early in the morning=) I swopped him present with a stack of newspapers and gave it to him =) Damn, it was hilarious looking at his expression.

Ok, feeling very accomplished! 'Cause crew managed to finish the pig mask today! In one day somemore!!

Ok there's nothing else to blog about. Zzz. Life's boring...I'm currently waiting for my CLANNAD to finish torrenting. Got nothing to do man...

And Chaos Head is seriously very, very disturbing. Them and their physcological stuff, and the 'New Generation Murders'. Dunno what I'm talking about? Watch the anime.

2009-01-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

Today was supposed to be happy and all. I mean it's yk's birthday, but didn't turn out to be what I expected. And today was CCA Exhibition too. Dunno lah. It kinda started when school immediately ended, and I went down to meet the rest. I asked a few of them to find branches (to use as spears for SYF), but some were complaining like I'm asking them to die. If this already kills them, I don't know what the hell is gonna happen to drama for the next SYF.

Then during the exhibition, people keep asking me 'Can I go home now?' 'When is this gonna end?' 'Can I take a break?' And the best was:
'I haven't eat yet sia.'
'Ok go down and da bao up here to eat' - me.
'But I don't want to eat lunch. I want to save up later go J8 eat, I wanna play tennis now.'

Wow.

Then came those idiotic OALs or something. Want come inside see how we sell ourselves, then don't complain luh. Warn me? Go and die. Wait till you same age as me then warn me.

And the Grand Finale. As we were packing up, anthony just had to kick the tables down. The sound created was incredible. I was outside the classroom and heard those banging sounds. Walked in and was like 'WTF YOU DOING?' and lucifer just had to walk in at that moment. Scold nevermind, she had to insult us. 'Either you all are cowards or you all are just idiots like him.' It's not like we didn't try to stop him. Like how do you expect us to stop a person kicking something down, what, stand in between the tables and him meh. And anthony's unstoppable. All of our names were taken down and we had to sign. It's so freaking unfair.

Emo here and there after that. And some irresponsible asshole just like, left the drama stuff backstage. Somemore one of the masks was missing. And one is heavily graffitied, and broken. But seriously I know nothing about this, I was all the way downstairs.

What a nice day. Epic.

2009-01-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

Yay, one of the R5 already secured, with the newly released CL O level results. A1 + distinction for oral =)) Expected myself to get A2 or A1 actually, I was wondering a few days earlier what would happen if I got A2 instead...But obviously now don't need to worry=))

What's suprising was that even IVAN got A1. You know, IVAN NG? That guy? Yeah, if its the fat guy with with a retarded look with a childish mindset that you're thinking of, that's him. He got A1. Like zomg. It's as if jun rong got A1 too. Wait. He did get A1. So it must be an easy paper...Feel abit insulted. Me getting same results as Ivan? No, no, that's hardly possible...Haha. Ah well anyway those who got distinction, GOOD JOB. Btw my whole class got distinction. Only class to achieve that =) thanks to Mr Suah!

Drama getting busier by the day...At this rate, seriously...Let's just hope those imcompetent idiots will be able to mature faster. Like ask them do a little something, then...And earnest keep bugging me about letting him join Crew. Yeah right. All along don't want to put in effort, now want me to accept you? Too bad. Go join bonzai club is you want. Or library. Afterall, great minds think alike (LOL to library).

featuring Akane-Iro ni Somaru Saka.

2009-01-08T06:09:00.000-08:00

Zomg today is a KILLER. I officially hate thursday!! Kiap is one lucky bastard!!! Ah well. P.E was height and weight lorh. Then after that GKY had to give us his own version of 'inspirational talk', which was like seriously=.= Funny, coming it from him.

And the worst was after school. Last period was english, T.T gave us a test, which so completely ate up our lunch hour. Like wtf, are we supposed to starve and do the test at the same time? And I dunno why the hell she's looking at me and saying I was copying when it was kcs who was copying me.

Maths test directly after that. Stomaches growling, minds worn out, body tired out. Thank god the paper was freaking easy. My, never again man. Never again.

After that, I was eating with kcs when I remembered I had to do the set. Was supposed to consult yk!! Nevertheless somehow finished with kcs...Hope it's ok? Btw jasmine said that my poster/flyer has nothing to do with nulli secundus, so wanted me to remake another. So here it is:

Ain't it still cute? xD

2009-01-07T04:36:00.001-08:00

Looks like it has been decided that I will be Lights Master for SYF. NO!!! MY STAGE MANAGER POST!!! Ah well. Anyway I have to design the set too. Dunno why, I don't think it's my job...Btw I designed the poster/flyer for the coming Orientation!
Aww, isn't it cute? Duh, 'cause I designed it xD Wahahaha!!! It's designed to be simple, yet eye-catching! I'm a genius!! Wakakakaka!!!

2009-01-05T05:41:00.000-08:00

Drama Sec1 Orientation today, boy it was fun~ =)

Some of us were really scared about how we'd turn out. Luckily we manged to do well =) Since we got the audience laughing and all. We even got them to participate in our games =) Anyway, drama people involved in the Sec1 Orientation get to leave at 1250. Yay! Our faces got painted sia-.- I look like the Joker! Some looked like Jigsaw (from Saw) and some just looked plain stupid, such as kcs, with 5 'L's over his face. Haha.

Anyway a bit pissed, 'cause we had less then 10minutes to do our show. Why?

Firstly, our time slot got taken by some CCA. Sadly to say it was my former CCA. I mean, Yk personally told us that our turn was after dance. I mean, he's involved in the Sec1 Orientation, how can he not know? Come to think of it, it was also based on how well we did for SYF. Like CCAs with GWH performed first, like CO went first, followed by Choir. Then CCAs with Gold were next, such as Dance and Band. WAIT. BAND? Wasn't it Drama who got Gold? Whereas Band only got a Silver? So shouldn't we go first? C'mon we know we're not a very big CCA ok, but do give us some respect can? We're so freaking underrated man. Bloody pissed. Reminds me of Debate's banner we saw at the Plaza today. Debate just became a main CCA, yet their banner is like so much more bigger than ours. Why can't we too get a big banner?

Secondly, my former CCA's spokesman was wasting one hell of a time introducing God-knows-what, then the band still had perform (duh), so it actually took up some of our time. We're supposed to start at 1330, somehow we started at about 1400 I think, 'cause when we ended, it was already 1427. Our performance was really about 10minutes, we still had to clear up ok? So after clearing up and all, it was 1427. Gosh. The ending was really kind of abrupt. We were supposed to do another 3 more 'Me, Myself and I'. Apparently, some bastard from PE department say our performance was already rather outstanding, and that time is running up. Like we care. If other people drag into our time, it's not our fault, is it? Nevertheless we still stopped abruptly.

But damn fun luh =)) Btw no offence to anybody. Just my feelings.

2009-01-02T05:58:00.000-08:00

Oh yay first day of school. Alright, slept at about 12 yesterday night, so total slept about 5 and a half hours. Suprisingly not so tired. Anyway went early to kope seats, was supposed to be sitting with ivan, but bryan ho came earlier and sat next to me. Not bad arrangement too luh huh, so made ivan sit all the way at the back with fu gui =) Haha. Oh yeah before that, drama had to go hang up some banner thingy, which looks FREAKING SMALL. Makes me angry just seeing it, hey, Drama got Gold last SYF too ok? Can't the school bloody give it more credit?

Anyway haircheck WAS on FIRST DAY. Wtf. Sure fail already luh! And edwin heng was like,
'Are you all sec 4s?'
'Are you sure you all are sec 4s?'
'Are you sure you all are mentally prepared for sec 4?'
'You're wasting time! Cutting your layered or whatever'
Was really, really, really (as in really) amused. Like his hair is definitely longer than mine, and I'm quite sure he takes some time every morning to maintain it, and the fact that he is wasting our time by scolding us for something he actually does, is quite amusing. Lol. Nevertheless I'll still get my hair cut 'cause I know it'll fail...

Btw first period was pretty boring...wanted to finish reading my Chobits, but apparently got this english compre, which has to be handed up by today. And still got some bio unfinished. So no time to finish reading-.- And followed by chinese. Now they grouping us according to our erm, supposed potential in chinese. Damn unfair, they only take the results for EOY, which I screwed REALY BADLY. But not as badly as yx lah...Anyway ended up in WML's class which is quite good =) Yx ended up in LDW's class I think...Ivan under nu2 zhu3 ren4. LOL. Must say quite happy lah, heard that WML was good. Too bad Mr Suah left already, he's such a good teacher. Don't think can find another chinese teacher like him in cat hi anymore. Like he's really able to like, get the students interested. A lot of chinese teachers left btw. Rao, Mu Jun and Mr Suah. Still wondering why Mu Jun left, according to Min En she's very good and devoted.

Anyway during the chinese thingy, LDW like got me pondering. 'Cause he said something about chinese is not jst knowing chinese words and vocab, that kind of thing. I mean I've always taken pride in being chinese, but like after what he said, I feel like a failure. 'Cause he was asking his riddle, something about in a room, Liu Bei was weeping, while Liu something was laughing, guess a word. Turns out to be fei3 cui4 de cui4. Cui4 is made of yu3 mao2 de yu3, and chinese chess de zu2. Yu3 is to signify Guan Yu's death I think, that's why Liu Bei was weeping and the other guy was laughing. The zu2 was to signify life and death? Was thinking because zu2 is a soldier, so maybe face lot of life and death situations. Anyway, after what he said I found out that I hardly know ANYTHING about chinese stuff... What I know is really limited. And to think I took pride in being a chinese...God I deserve a mega mac man.

Drama after that was quite fun =) Sec 1 orientation, have to put up some play for them. And bloody hell, at first we had 30mins. It was then reduced to 25. Now its a RIDICULOUS 15 MINUTES. Like, we're a performing arts group, what the HELL can we perform in FIFTEEN MINUTES. WE CAN'T SHOW THEM OUR FULL POTENTIAL. Again given damn little credit. Wtf is wrong with this school. Say, we have to set up right? That'll take perhaps 5mins? And what about clearing stage? Another 5mins? So what about performing? 15 -5-5=FIVE. FIVE MINUTES to perform. Ludacris.

2009-01-01T14:07:00.001-08:00

Here I am blogging before going to school. First day of school. Wonder how it'll turn out? Last song before I off my laptop...

2008-12-31T19:47:00.000-08:00

It's new year. First day of the new year, and you have to make my life miserable. You know there's something called freedom? You're acting like some big tyrant, always wanting people to do what YOU want. Don't believe me? Just look at everyday life. Is there once when you drive you don't critisize other drivers of how they drive? And look at today. My sis wanted a drink, and you insisted on soyamilk? And how you critisize how the person next to you sit? Don't crap me about how you're making money and bringing us up, it's your duty as a parent, so don't think that it makes you a saint, and everyone has to listen to you. Too bad, there's always something called 'freedom' and 'human rights', so it's MY RIGHT to do whatever I want, as long as it doesn't break the damn law, it's OTHER PEOPLE'S RIGHT to do what THEY WANT, as long as it doesn't break the damn law. So who are YOU to critisize what they do? Do YOU have the RIGHT to do so? Yes I think you do, but it totally makes you a COMPLETE BASTARD. Happy New Year to all, not a very cheerful post, and FUCK YOU.

2008-12-31T05:53:00.000-08:00

Last Post for 2008 - The Memories. Do you have any memories you don't want to forget?
Last day of 2008. Well, must say this year is a really good one. I'll definitely miss this year. Learnt a lot of new stuff, experienced a lot of new things, got to know a lot more people. I'd say I have matured more too, after this year. Getting real emotional now while typing this post. The fact that 2008 is gonna end in a short 2hrs time is like...Ah well. I mean we all try to delude ourselves, but we still can't escape the fact that it's Sec4 Year next year a.k.a O Levels are coming. But just thinking that is like...

New responsibilities.
New resolutions.
New relations.
New priorities.
New movie genres to watch.
New everything.

So much new stuff, really wonder if we can really cope with it all? Nevertheless, I'm expecting next year to be even better than this year, despite all the stress we're gonna go through soon. Hopefully less worries ('O's are coming, who am I kidding?), less regrets, less unhappy stuff, less conflicts. This year was probably quite full of regrets...I could have done much better. I know it. So I'm gonna strive more next year.

The fact that I'm a Sec4 senior in my CCA, and that I'm in charge of Lights section now, is really making my heart sink faster than a 1000kg stone being dropped into the water. Can I really lead my juniors well? Can I really do a good job in next year's SYF? Will I be able to not let myself down? Doubts, doubts and more doubts. Nevertheless I know I will try my best for Drama!! It's a really important part of my life.

So here's wishing that next year will be a fulfilling one, one without regrets. I'm grateful for this year.

Thanks to:

3-3'08
Thanks for all the happy memories, forget all those unhappy memories =) Thanks guys, had a really fun year, and made a lot of new friends. Despite perhaps a few small conflicts, it was really great being with you guys. I know I always say that 3-3 is a boring all-muggers class, but thinking back, I'd rather spend another year with you guys. 4-3'09 Finish the Fight!! Let's all have another great year ahead!!

Drama Club
Another enriching year in Drama =) Experienced a lot of new things. Acting, being a senior and all. A bit of dissapointment here and there, but it just makes me wanna put more effort into Drama. I'm gonna put in all my effort, the best I can, into Drama for the last 5months I'm gonna be officially a member there, Drama means so much to me, it has been a huge part in my secondary school life. Let's all aim for GWH for next year's SYF!! Really thanks a lot.

Close Friends
Thanks for always being there for me, even though I know I'm real irritating and lame at times. There might be a few conflicts this year, but being best of friends, we'll always forgive each other, right? Otherwise what are friends for? Let's hope that our relationship will never waver!!

Wow, another hour and a half to 2009.
New year, new beginnings.

Drama: Gold with Honours for SYF!!
Studies: Improve!! More motivation! More self-control!
Relations: Maintain, or even better, improve!!
Personally: Remain optimistic! Remain smiling and happy! Less frowns please! More courage! More initiation!

2009, here I come! Good luck everyone, hope you all will be able to achieve your resolutions, and the same to me too! And Happy New Year!

Thanks for the memories.
Are there any memories you don't want to forget?

Always look to the future, and not look back to the sorrows we've all left behind.

2008-12-26T06:55:00.000-08:00

Was going through my songlist and found like tons of old songs. Anyway listening to them really brought back some old memories...Don't really know how to explain, it's more of those emotions kind of thing.

Like I'd remember when I first started listening to that song and that kind of thing, then somehow link it to how life was then. Like those carefree days and stuff...As compared to now. I mean, the environment is different, the people around me, where I lived, who I normally hanged out with...It all has changed hasn't it. Just thinking that these memories are so nostalgic...Like sometimes we want to re-live our past, but time can't be reversed, that kind of thing. And time passes really fast...Sec 3 sure was short, before we know it, we're already Sec 4s in less than a month's time. Just kind of get the feeling that life's a bit too short, we need more time for everything, more time to spend time with friends, more time to study, more time to enjoy life, more time to achieve. From now, looking back, I get this like, craving feeling. But we can only move forward. There's no way we could re-live our past, just thinking that makes me feel a bit regretful...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

-Lyrics taken from 'Where'd You Go' by Fort Minor.

2008-12-24T21:47:00.000-08:00

Hey people here's wishing everybody:

MERRY

CHRISTMAS!!

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∴*╱╳+▲☆鈴聲響起_
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☆　◢██◣* ☆(_(__)＊∵_
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聖誕節 ** ☆祝您聖誕節快樂

2008-12-24T00:19:00.000-08:00

I've been changed from SM to Lights. Period. Time to emo...Please put someone else in Lights too so they can suffer with me...

2008-12-19T19:54:00.001-08:00

Yay, just came back from class chalet. Although you call it a class chalet, it isn't much of a class chalet, 'cause only a few people managed to turn up...Say, about 15 people? Lazy count...Lol. Anyway, after eating at BK on the first day, we went to check in. Apparently we needed someone older to help us check in, so kcs had to call his sister's friend to help us check in. After checking in, I think we played some card games and board games (did we? I think we did), then went for cycling. Yx pangseh us and went for a lonely walk under the moonlight...Ok it wasn't under the moonlight but it was a lonely walk.

Then kcs decided to do something damn evil. Since many people were complaining that the BBQ was too expensive, he decided not to collect the food. So in the end we did not have BBQ...I forgot how we splitted, but half of us went Subway while the other half went foodcourt. Used a bit of lappy at Mac's. Apparently Wireless@SG blocks Ai Sp@ce, 'cause I can never log in...After that borrowed some DVDs. Evan Almighty, Cloverfield and The Happening. Did not watched The Happening though...And Evan Almighty is nice. Even though it's less funny then Bruce Almighty, it has more morals and stuff. Btw I won 2bucks from playing cards =))

Slept at 5 on the first night...Damn, we originally wanted to go eat breakfast at 5, but everyone fell asleep at that moment...So woke up at about 8? Breakfast at foodcourt, then we went to the arcade, since Escape Theme Park only opens at 1 I think. Escape Theme Park was BORING. Spent hours just queueing up for that few minutes of fun. Only went for go-kart, viking and haunted house. After that we went Hei Sushi, some sushi belt bar restaurant or something. Cool luh, our table see got salmon, got unagi, all go pia. Damn funny, the gal walk away to get our tea, come back already have to collect like a mountain of plates. LOL. Anyway after that Mr Tan came to visit. Bought us one tub of Swenson ice cream (Rum and Raisins). But it was unfinished...Even though it tastes so good...Then a group of us went to Mac's again to play Maple. LOL.

Went back to the chalet at about 0200++, 'cause they needed to close already. Slept until 9+. Like zomg, so late already. Btw I successfully left my external harddisk at the chalet...Have to go collect it.

Well class chalet was alright lah, just too few people go. A lot backed out...Some say too expensive, some last minute got something up, some emo 'cause they say people don't want them to go=.= But maybe that's why it was comfortable...roughly 5 people per room.

Let's hope next year's class chalet is better.

2008-12-15T06:21:00.000-08:00

Ok getting REAL bored lately...

Dota is getting boring...

Maple was boring from the start...

And my list of anime is getting thinner...

And it puts me off everytime I watch a new episode, I'll have to wait another week for the next one...

So here I am blogging about how boring my life is. Stupid, I know.

Anyway today, I finally collected my Chobits =)) So me and kiap was supposed to meet at amk. But decided to have lunch at northpoint, since kenneth was with him. So I went. Ate at the japanese foodcourt at the new expansion area...Quite cool. As in seriously everything they sell there is all japanese food...even the drinks although there isn't any melon soda there (wth?). Then we decided to ask kcs to come. And he really did come!!! Like so hilarious. Ask him come then he come-.- So much freedom. Anyway we kind of conned him, 'cause we asked him out under the pretence that we're gonna discuss about tmr's chalet. Actually we did...We called a lot of people to confirm if they're going or not. But after that we dragged him to Bukit Merha Central. LOL!! Quite far lorh...But no choice, my Chobits waiting for me...Haha. Only 12bucks you know?! 12bucks for the whole set (8 books)!! And to think it costs 6.50 per book...Haha. Kiap and me are lucky =)) Poor kcs have to follow us all the way to Bukit Merah JUST to collect our manga...And go home straight after that. Haha. Kcs deserves a Mega Mac =)LOL.

Interesting day...Btw the cover designs for Chobits is so nice...And the feel of the book is good too =)) Kind of feels like my new wallet =DD

A bit dissapointed after I got home...Found out not alot of people are going for the chalet after all...Seems like kcs's fear came true. Some people backed out...THOSE PEOPLE GO SUFFER FROM ETERNAL DAMNATION!!! Lol.

Okay, it's not that early already, and I haven't packed my bag...Shall do it now...

featuring Chi from Chobits.

2008-12-12T16:36:00.000-08:00

OMG. EOY Cosplay 2008 = FAIL. FAIL. FAIL.

So freaking small. Say halls A to F. Thought it was very big, but in the end its even smaller then the other halls in Expo. Waste of my cash. Was really expecting a lot...turns out to be so small. But I must admit the cosplaying was better. I liked the two C.Cs =D and the Shugo Chara gal was quite cute also. The 2 Air Gear dudes look ridiculous...But still ok lah. I think it looks stupid because both of them are cosplaying the same person...And the skates are just-.- cause in Air Gear, ATs only have 2 wheels on each, yet their skates are 3wheels...lol. Too bad no Simca-.- There was this girl cosplaying as Kallen Stadfeld/Kozuki Kallen ad we could see her ass crack (LOL). I think she figured it out later, cause when we saw her again, she was covering her butt with her hands.

The emcees are pathetic (IMO). Dunno, somehow they just made me feel this way...And apprently the girl who cosplayed as Tifa at AFA08 was also there...Yes the one who made a fool of herself IMO...But saw quite a lot of familiar faces, as in cosplayers I could recognise. Like the one of the Orochimaru, some of the BLEACH characters.

But the booths were-.- Like rreeaaalllyyy boring...But the dango sticker was cute (think CLANNAD). So me and jr spend one hour there waiting for yx. Then spent about the next hour or so walking inside there before we all decide it sucks and its not worth wasting our time and go out. F*ck. 12bucks like that, gone down the drain. Zzz. And I did not manage to see a Simca...

So oh-so-bored us decided to go orchard to have lunch. Ok actually we went City Hall first but yx say actually he can go orchard...So obviously went Orchard lah duh. Ate lunch at the basement area...and jr spilled his cup of pepsi/coke. Hilarious. He toppled the cup. At first it did not spill, but when he tried to pick it up again, he accidentally removed the cover and *POOF* out spilled his drink. Hilarious. Went to Kinokuniya after that (jr's main motive for going Orchard) so that he can buy his anime magazine. Agreed lorh, since it's 20% off for members and I have not bought any manga for a long time...The last book I bought was like a month ago? Definitely before AFA08. Yet when we reached there, jr was like 'Should I buy it?', and his reason being 'It's all in japanese.' Zzz...Ok...But bought it in the end since he could save 5bucks (cause of me) and apparently the magazine came with some Haruhi figma or something...

Oh and yx just went to cut layered. Nothing funny, but he looks weird =X Oh forgot to say that he successfully left his 1dollar bleach card (bought at Expo) and jr's 00 at 7-11...

featuring Tsubame no Simca! From Air Gear!

2008-12-10T09:48:00.000-08:00

Ok have not been posting lately....
'Cause lately I've been watching Lord of the Rings. The trilogy, yes. Like omg, so nice. The scenery very nice =DD Anyway, I borrowed it from my piano teacher, whose husband loves sci fiction. Damn freaking long. But damn nice =))) Like each of the 3parts are about 3hours long. Add together maybe about 9 or so hours. Almost finishing already, left the last disk for The Return of the King. But since its like 0200 now, I think I'll wait till tomorrow. Don't know why kcs don't like LOTRs. I liked the scene where Boromir died...can tell he really care for his people. He was like, lose all hope already, until Aragorn told him 'for our people' (cause they're men and they are other races like elves, dwarves, orcs blah blah) and he was like "Our people. Our people." and looking damn happy or something. Haiz. He die so early.

Btw just found out that non-japanese countries can also play Ai Sp@ce. Son of a- And I was getting so dissapointed a few months back 'cause Ai Sp@ce sounded so nice yet I can't play it. Please, its a joint project by the companies who made Clannad, Da Capo and Shuffle! How can I not get excited...Gosh, it's really late...

2008-11-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

Japan Media Arts Festival

Went to 8Q sam today.

Btw it's a seperate section of Singapore Arts Museum.

And guess what? It's located at Queen Street, and it used to be a school...

Which school? Catholic High Primary! Cool huh. No wonder I was like "why the heck this place look so damn familiar." Now our old school look damn cool...

Btw JMAF was quite cool. There are 3 zones, and one Animation Theatre.

Pics:

Japan Media Arts Festival!

Zone 1. It's the zone with the works of art. Got some replicas of paintings which are considered 'national treasures' in Japan, and some more modern works. There's this machine which is quite cool, it looks like water even though there is no water...haha. Must see for yourself to understand.

This is the zone where it's filled with some inventions and stuff, people can go and try it out. There's this machine which is used to view a portrait, looks as if you are in the portrait itself. Cool huh. There's also this game called Illusionary Corridor there. Damn cool game, it uses a mind/eye trick to play...

Then this zone is the one filled with manga and games. Cool luh, can let you try all kinds of games, like Super Paper Mario, Legend of Zelda, Pokemon, Monster Hunter etc. Linked to this room is the Animation Theatre. Just some random animations going on...

Must go and see for yourself! Haha.

2008-11-24T03:29:00.000-08:00

AFA'08

Ok...It was smaller than what I've expected. And when they said Alter and GoodSmile were coming, they should have mention too that their products are ONLY FOR DISPLAY. Yeah, only for display. You can see Saber -maid ver- but can't buy it. You can see nicely crafted Mikuru, but can't buy it. You can see Rin, but can't buy it. Like what's this luh~

Still, it was quite fun lah...2nd day is more fun, although 1st day got more merchandise...Oh and we did not bother to watch Mizuki "Aniki" Ichirou's concert, 'cause we thought that, well, he was an old man...Yet he did well, according to bloggers who have watched his concert. Wished we had stayed.

2nd day got May'n! And she's cute=) And when she sings, you can tell she puts in emotion. Plus she's only 19. Wow. Oh before May'n, there was Cosplay Mania. 9 groups when up to perform. I think 2 groups did Hitman Reborn, another 2 did Code Geass, 1 did Kingdom Hearts, 1 did Ultraman, 1 did Vocaloid, 1 did Trinity Blood, and the last group did a so-called 'Final Fantasy'. The Utraman one was damn funny. They even used small handmade paper houses, to great effect. Seriously damn funny. When they were setting up the stage (putting the paper houses), I started laughing already. Then they keep doing the stupid stunts (really like the real Ultraman, slow-mo and all). Then the Ultraman even used his ulti or something. Damn cute.

The Vocaloid one was quite cute actually. Oh the female's skirt was so damn short I saw it 3 times. Seriously. Don't ask me for the colour...Or maybe it's just because the stage was raised.

The Trinity Blood pair was quite cool, especially the female's costume. Very nicely done.

The worst is definitely Final Fantasy. I bet they know shit about Final Fantasy. The only thing they did which was related to Final Fantasy is the costume ONE of the two girls was wearing: Tifa's costume. The rest was complete CRAP. Some people even left halfway when they were performing.

Hmm, overall quite a few good buys=) Saved up like dunno what just for those 2 days...I even stopped buying manga for quite a while now. Pics:

Negima chibis=) Came along with 1 Armour Card. DIE WITH JEALOUSY ROY GOH!!! But its just Chizuru's Armour Card...

Just look at KonoSetsu! So cute =D They can even hold hands. Aww, how sweet..Haha.

Deathnote freebies. Signed up for some membership and got these. Good huh. One folder, 4 handphone straps/cleaners, then the countdown set (23 days left, 22 days left etc.) and a 2gb Chocolate-shaped thumbdrive (!). Cool huh.

Those with sharp eyes can see the 'L' on each piece of the chocolate.

Fate/stay Night goodies. From left to right, Rider, Taiga, Illyasviel+Berserker. Actually also got a pack of FSN cards, but lazy take pic =x

Last buy. Nemu from Da Capo! All of you, succumb to Nemu Nemu's moe-ness!!

From different angles:

Yay me. Very well crafted. Body is good, hair is good, even the ribbons are good. The face shape is perfect. Only thing is the paint used for the face. If it was a bit brighter, I think it would be better.

I originally wanted to buy the Konoka and the Shinku. But refrained myself...even though the Konoka was super cute lorh...Haiz. It SUCKS to be poor. Oh that reminds me, me and kiap bought the whole set of Chobits manga for a mere 12bucks! And to think that each book actully costs SG6.50.

Wow. And I though desmond was joking when he said my senior was cosplaying. Me and Bryan =) with him cosplaying as Kyon I think. Cool lah! Wanna try cosplaying next time too...Wahahaha!! Oh speaking of cosplay, there were quite a few males who cross-dressed as females. Zomg? A bit disgusting. And there was quite a few funny cosplayers too...Like the male Road Camelot, who stands about half a head taller then me. Or the very short Nagisa. Or the fat Tomoyo. Or the red-haired Spitfire (from Air Gear). Ok the Nagisa was actually quite ok...But the rest were just abit weird lorh. And there was this 2 cosplayers cosplaying as L and Light from Deathnote and they were doing some sort of BL/yaoi/shounen-ai/whatever you like to use pose, with Light almost kissing L. Wow.

One thing which amazes me is how people have to actually QUEUE to get in KKnM. I mean, whenever I go to their shop at Sunshine Plaza, it was never that crowded. Their Chobits table cloth (at least that's what I think it is) is so nice...

Changed my blog song! Heard it at AFA'08 actually. It's some insert song/OP/ED for Code Geass. Heard it when the cosplay group doing Code Geass did a scene where someone died. I wouldn't have known that someone was actually dying had jr not told me...But still, the song caught my attention immediately. It's a really sad piece. Just by hearing it, you can feel the sadness. Btw it's called Boku wa, Tori ni Naru which translates to 'I will become a bird". Mine is the direct translation, so it probably sounds weird...Haha.

Anyway, seriously hope there will be a AFA'09. AFA'08 was fun, but please make AFA'09 even better!! Now the next anime event to look forward to...The one at Singapore EXPO!! Or issit the Matsuri Cosplay? Dunno which will come first...

2008-11-20T08:31:00.000-08:00

This may look similiar to oreo's newest post...
Yah. What you expect. Everything blame me.
Tell you what. I don't want to go to your level and scold too much vulgarities, since I'm civilised and you're not. But sometimes I feel it is necessary to do so to bring the message across. SO FUCK OFF. Don't come kpkb me.
"OI"
"WTF LAH"
You think you talking to who, your dog?
Wait, how can vermin own dogs.
You think you talking to who, your shit?
Like caps so much right.
CAPS FOR YOU LAH.
LIKE IT ANOT?
I THINK YOU DO SINCE YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME.
Please lah. Practise what you preach.
Like to teach people so much, you ownself don't practise?
Walking contradiction can? Say want walk infront you walk backwards.
Either you mentally retarded or you just too kpkb.
I would have liked to think that you are BOTH.
Face look so pucked, people see already also want to punch.
Dunno who like to talk so much also.
Sure got something say.
And you can say I got a lot of crap to say?
Wow. I can bet I'm one of the most silent one already.
Compared to you. Haiz.
Small thing come blame me.
You say I got blame you anything?
Never leh.
Not happy kp like some mother dog.
Happy keep talk big. Pur-lease.
Look here!!->GET A LIFE<-Look here!!

God damn mother dog.

2008-11-17T20:16:00.001-08:00

Tonight,
Time has stopped for her.

Lies
Unveiled, truth revealed.

Yet
It hurts.

Beneath
Her left chest.

Masked
By a constant beating.

Sounds
Of it slowly breaking apart.

Tonight
Time has stopped for her.

2008-11-17T05:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday started out with me waking up at around 0730.

After brushing my teeth, I decided that the lure of my comfy bed was too much, so I went back to sleep. When I woke up again, I looked at my phone and I realised it was already a frikkin' 1024. ZOMG. Was supposed to meet kcs and jonk at Vivo at 1100. Sure late already. Was a bit suprised though, such a kcs-ish thing can actually happen to me.

Then as expected, I reached Vivo at around 1130. Half an hour late. Sho paiseh. Wahahaha. Kcs was again wearing some darn tight shirt. I bet it's to show off his muscles =D. Anyway jonk wanted to get a pair of sunglasses. For what reason I dunno, but he says its to look cool. (Okay?) So went around looking. Took him damn long to choose-.- Oh and guess who we saw. LENNART NG A.K.A BLACK HERBAL CHICKEN!!! Zomg. He was with this huge group of people...Completely daoed us though. Lol...

Yay. Drama chalet in one more day. Hope it will be fun. It should be fun...This week rocks luh.

Almost whole week going out...

Only today never go out. Today should be going out, but because of piano lesson....Haiz. Well although I'm not physically there, let's wish our school good luck in the pushcart competition thingy.

AFA. ZOMG. FOUR MORE DAYS. REJOICE PEOPLE.

featuring one of Nanao Naru's OCs. Cute huh. Always liked her drawings...Btw she did the character designs for Da Capo, ef, Sola etc.

2008-11-07T17:42:00.000-08:00

ebullient future
Love, I've got to feel it
If you put your trust in me
I know what my life would be
Oh, you are all I ever need

I try to hear what you say
So I pray
But you're fading away
Don't go and break my fragile heart
We won't fall apart
'Cause you're my only star

I wonder why my tears come at night
Calling you, so like a little child
All the things you have in mind
I wish I could see your insides

I feel alone and empty
You're far, that's why I can't bear to be
Move on, but it's not that easy
Oh, don't you know I still believe

No one can stand in your way
Here I stay
There'll be another day
Won't cry and get rid of scars
Always in my heart
Gotta find a way to start

How am I supposed to know what's right
Missing you, and I do lose my mind
Just wanna be by your side
I will wait for your love and smile

I've been thinking of you, my dream...
Every time I take a breath, feel brand new
Open up your heart with my key
Oh, can't you hear my heartbeat

My love, you've got to feel it
And if we put our trust in you and me
You know what our lives would be
Oh, you are the one I believe

2008-10-28T04:58:00.000-07:00

2008
Ok everyone's doing it so...
Ok actually not everyone is doing it, but I guess sooner or later everyone is gonna do it so...
Yeah let's think back shall we?
Let's first of all start of with the cliche "This year has gone by so fast. Before I know it it's already 2009". Although it's cliche, it's true huh. Like this time last year, I was still worrying about my streaming results (whether 3sciences or 2 sciences). But now sec3 is already over. And this time next year, I will be worrying about O Levels. Time really flies.

Let's recall start of Sec3. Must say I'm really glad I managed to get in triple science. Sorry, but I'm EGOISTIC and a man full of PRIDE. I just realised this a few months back, 'cause I realised I do NOT eat other people's leftovers, nor do I like it when I get slapped. Lol ok so yeah. Getting into 3sciences was like, a matter of pride and stuff. Partly. 'Cause at the same time I dunno which 2 sciences to choose. Ok basically chem is a MUST. But I wanna be a doctor, but I'm better at physics. So I'm STUCK. So triple science solved it...to a certain extent haha. Btw really glad I took history and not geography. History much more fun-.- Oh speaking of triple science...Can still remember how kiap got into triple science. Damn scandalous. Ok not damn, but quite bah. I think des was abit pissed...If not he also do a "koh-ngiap-seng" and get into triple science. Haha. Let's recall what some of the rumours were.
ONE: He got onto his knees and beg Tan Lee Choo. (?)
TWO: Something about his chinese marks...Shan't elaborate too much here, if not might get him into trouble...
THREE: Him bugging the I-forgot-which department everyday. He so famous that I think the whole school knows about the bugging incident. Like there was one time this teacher (forgot who) said like, "So this is the guy arh?" Cool lah I bet the whole staffroom know about him already.

Ah well. Then remember quite enthu about Sec3 life. Still got the frequent visits to Burger King. To study. Oh yeah remember got this time we went there then this stupid old man started talking to us. Forgot his name already, but remember he told us. Was an old boy/teacher of our school. Then he "molested" T.OREOS!!! Haha. Then oreos was like looking damn uncomfortable. Wasted our time man, could have studied for 3 hours instead of talking. Anyway after that, we stopped going to Burger King already. Scared we bump into him again. Amazingly, nicc haw managed to click with him instantly.

Well a lot of stuff happened here and there...Stilled remembered I screwed physics for Term One. Only B3 in my class-.- But then scored quite well for Term Two and Three. Term Four most ciam already. Lost like 10+ marks due to carelessness lah. Too bad no ECF (Error Carried Forward), if not can score at least 5more marks or so. But shouldn't brood over this fact, should start mugging more. OMG. Who am I kidding-.- But seriously lah.

Oh and there was this time after Sports Night, we went to macs the BLACKED OUT. Everybody was eating hotcakes (they ran out of burgers) then *poof* lights went out. Damn funny lah.

Drama this year was ok...Did like 2 plays I think. Average Teenager's Guide to Life and In Transit. Lost my role in ATGtL, 'cause I missed a few sessions...So helped with the lightings for that play. Then In Transit a tiny role, but probably did the most talking among the other tiny roles...Engie say my role damn important for the last scene or something-.- Like how important can it be-.- Anyway I think I screwed it up. Probably. Now we're preparing for SYF. A played entitled Somebody. I'm SM for this play=) But probably nothing much, since the play uses very little props.

Oh yeah and this yeah quite a lot of nice anime also. Shakugan no Shana II ended this year I think. Or was it last year. Aiya forgot already...Ok like I said it was quite a dissapointment. Change of director mah. Currently catching up with Clannad After Story, ef a tale of melodies and Toradora! Toradora is damn cute and funny and freaking retarded. Ef. No dissapointment, still as well directed as the first season. First time I see so nice directing for anime. The music rocks too. Ef - Really nothing to say. Speechless. Too good already.

Ok so Sec3 life is about to be over. Basically it's already over-.- And ahead of us is the O Levels. One more year. Just one more year. This yeas was really enjoyable. A bit sad now that we have to focus on studies next year. As in focus more, not like we're not focusing on our studies already.
Yeah man. It's a conspiracy made by the Singapore Government and MOE to make all Singaporean teenagers study freaks. Just look at ANDREW LAI!!! Mugger!!

Haiz. What's freaking me out now is the upcoming Chinese O Levels. Damn scared. Better score an A1. I don't ever want to drop Higher Chinese.

2008-10-21T02:41:00.001-07:00

Haiz.
A few good teachers are not teaching us next year already...
Namely Mr Lawrence Tan, Mrs Alice Long and Mr Suah Yee Leng.
Sian, we lost like so many good teachers.
Why alice long go SCGS...
She so nice lorh...Can tell she really damn hard working.
Suah dunnid say you all also know...He crap alot, but somehow all that crap is related to what he is teaching. Cool huh.
Haiz.
Sad life.
At least still have Mr Yong and Mr Tan...

2008-10-18T20:21:00.000-07:00

I'm hurt. Very hurt.
Can't communicate. I'm trying but you're not.
Don't understand me.
Don't try.
I don't need you to.
As far as I am concerned,
YOU'RE NOT MY FATHER.
Don't expect me to provide you with a living.
Don't call me unfilial.
You're not my father.
And to you, I'm not your son.
I'm just a human being, an eyesore in your house.
I'll be damn glad the moment I turn 18,
I'll leave this bloody house and never return again.
You can die for all I care.
Does it matter? To you, I'm dead already anyway.

Today, Hong Shing has died.

2008-10-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

Random Blabberings
First post after 101th post...
Ok anyway this is about yesterday.
Ivan, for some reason or another, made a bet with kiap seng.
What is the bet about?
If kiap seng can somehow steal something of value from his bag within the day, he will pay kiap seng 10bucks. However, if he fails to do so, kiap seng will have to pay Ivan 10bucks.
Retarded right?
Best thing is, he did manage to steal something of value after all...
But Ivan sore, did not want to admit lol.
Then later somehow drag me into trouble, 'cause his EZ-Link went missing, then he suspects me...Got me into some sort of trouble with mr yong.
ZZZ.
Also he made the bet one...somemore since when was I even part of the bet, so why get me into trouble? Haiz.
Random bullshit above.

featuring Sawachika Eri from School Rumble.

2008-10-11T10:00:00.001-07:00

YES.
100TH POST!!!
Ok, yeah, I just realised something interesting.
The songs for ef right;
eternal feather
emotional flutter
euphoric field
ever forever
ebullient future
All of the start with an "e" and a "f".
Add together, you get "ef".
Cool right?
Now it's 1+ and I'm still on blogger...
Anyway, my internet connection for the whole of yesterday totally CMI.
So cannot play dota lorh. Watched anime instead. Rewatched ef - a tale of memories, and started with ef - a tale of melodies. So nice~
Once again, I would like to express my astonishment at such a nice anime...
The whole thing is very conceptual.
Although one thing I don't get is how the love blossomed between Miyako and Hirono...
Oh yeah and another interesting thing is each female character have their own ED.
So since there are a total of 4 female leads, there are 4 different EDs.
And the EDs really are devoted to the 4 female leads, because it totally describes the state that they are in. Really cool. Cute. This is one of the few anime which really left a good impression on me. The rest are: Love Hina, Fate/stay Night, Sola, CLANNAD. So this is a must-watch!

Yeah, this is the anime. Even the picture is so nice...
Ok actually there are 5 female leads, but the whole story just centres around 4 of them. Watch it to understand.

2008-10-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

Ok. This is cool luh.
Anyway today, me jonk and kiap went to orchard. So long never go Kinokuniya already, so "spammed" money on manga. Too bad only like a few books which I wanted was there...Let's see. School Rumble 21 ain't out yet. Amazingly, Kinokuniya is missing Tsukihime 6. Dunno why, I thought they will be like damn keeping up with the times type, got any new books just ship. Hayate no Gotoku 12 is in a really bad condition...(there's only one), I can't find Welcome to the N.H.K! 1 and D.GRAY-MAN 12 IS STILL NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. Dunno why. Seriously, no matter where I check I still can't find D.Gray-man 12. Only bought 3 books loh. As compared to jonk who bought like 4-5 books? He spent about 60+ and would have spent 70+ if not for my card.

Met kiap later...Went to watch Painted Skin at The Cathay. As in, THE Cathay. Felt kinda bad for not informing kiap earlier that we will be watching movie. 'Cause he only brought like 10bucks-.- Painted Skin on the overall is nice lah. Zhao Wei is looking FREAKING old. All the lines you can see on her face...Zhou Xun looks the same. Her voice is as cool as ever luh, deep and husky. Can't believe it when you see her tiny figure. You'd be expecting a small voice. First took notice of her when she acted in The Banquet. In Painted Skin she still performs up to standard. Oh she stripped naked halfway through the film. Can't see anything (duh) 'cause its all blocked. But can see the shape of the ass. The ass crack was covered by some ribbon she tied on her hair. The plot is quite nice. Not that fantastic. The ending part was a bit fake can-.-Anyway it was still good...

Oh yeah the cool thing I was talking about just now...
Someone freaking vandalised our school. I don't care about this actually, but out of all places, THEY CHOSE TO FREAKING VANDALISE OUR SCHOOL AUDI. F***! NEVER DIE BEFORE ISSIT, MESS WITH DRAMA?! CCB! OUR AUDI LEH! Zzz. Anyway, the walls of the canteen, the auitorium and the P.E office was spray-painted with The Joker's signature face, and the quote "Why so serious?" right below it. Cool lorh, but still not as nice as the original's...

featuring Ringo from Air Gear. So this is how she looks like without her glasses.

2008-10-07T04:59:00.000-07:00

Tommorrow last paper for EOY.

Literature.

Wish me good luck peeps.
Finally it's gonna be over.

Soon it will be back to the good ol' days,

Of watching anime

Reading manga

Sketching random stuff

Playing games

Hoping I can play a visual novel.

Yes, back to the good ol' days.

In less then 24hours.

I'm free.

From the restrictions of tests

Assignments

Projects

Homework

And loads of other crap.

At the same time,

A new chain will be set.

What's that?

CIP a.k.a Chinese Illiterate Program

In preparation for Chinese O levels

Not forgetting MUSIC THEORY LESSONS

Oh the HORROR.

But at least there are still 2 events to look forward to.

AFA'08!

EOY Cosplay Event!

Got to save up for then.

Ok I know this post looks very vertical-.-

A picture entitled After the Rain. Drawn by pyromaniac from DeviantArt.

2008-10-03T04:35:00.000-07:00

CLANNAD ~After Story~

IS OUT. ZOMGWTFBBQ.

A tiny bright light to brighten myself up, during the stressful times of EOYs.

Monday: Chemhistory (what desmond calls it).

Die already. Chem + hist.

So much stuff remember.

BUT WHO CARES WHEN THERE IS CLANNAD ~AFTER STORY~ TO WATCH?!

OMG!! USHIO FINALLY GONNA MAKE AN APPEARANCE!!

OFF TO WATCH CLANNAD ~AFTER STORY~!

2008-10-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

The Fruit of the Forbidden Forest Which Lures One into a Deep Slumber... Crazy Apple.

2008-09-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

Ok, today I recieved this SMS in the midde of bio class. Everyone heard it lorh. Forgot to silence my phone. Anyway that's not the point. I was wondering which idiot actually has no brains to sms me during lesson time. But that's still not the point. The point was what was in the sms. Sent from my piano teacher btw.

The sms read:
Idiot u cant tell me earlier argh. Make mewaste money yesterday. Nex time u dont tell me earlier, i'll charge u one lesson. Idiot. I rush to buy my marketing yesterday cos today got no time to go n buy, thinking have to teach both of u. Make me waste money n dont earn from u some more. Damn idiot.

Imagine what I felt. Like WTF. You goddamn mother dog, what gives you the damn right to verbally abuse us like this. Wtf man. What shit marketing? Don't tell me its investment or something like this ok. 'Cause like, you invest today, invest tomorrow, you tell me what's the diff. No eye to see, also lose money right. So don't come and push the blame on us you bloody bitch. You think you not like this ar? Everytime, "today sick so cant teach both of u" then matter settled. Did either of us say a damn thing? Like, hello, are you so goddamn weak that you have to be sick every few months or so? Still we did not say anything. Now, for the first time in centuries, we ask for a hold on lessons. And you bloody spam us with such abusive language? You think we what, your dog ar? Please lah, you don't even treat your dog like this right. And some more we are humans. With feelings. You think you will scold your daughter this way when she grow up? Or would you like it if we scold your daughter this way when she grows up?

"You daughter of a bitch"
"Fuck you lah, you stupid or what?"
"Am I speaking French?"
"Do I have to speak slowly so that your slow mind can slowly register what I just said?"
"Or is your skull too thick for all this information to penetrate though it?"

Damn pissed sia. You think your attitude damn good ar. If not for the sake that its cheap, convenient and very effective, you think I will stand up to your fucked up attitude? Please lorh, you teacher some more sia. Everytime my sis ask you something, you answer "Am I speaking French?" Wtf. She don't understand then ask you right. Or else we under your teaching for what, learn shit? Waste our time? For like countless of times, I feel like saying "And I speaking Spanish ar, I said I don't understand this." As a teacher, get your priorities right can. We don't understand then ask you horh. And stop bullying my sis. It's not funny. It's bloody pissing me off.

I just don't want to say anything. I'm not like you. I don't swear at you. I'm civilised. I don't put the blame on others. I don't vent my anger on others. I don't use pregnancy as an excuse to scold others. And you not pregnant anymore horh. Even if pregnant, why don't you vent it on your husband? Vent on my sis for what. Sure, she might not be performing as well, but as her teacher, shouldn't you guide her? Stop calling her stupid or anything. Suppressed damn long already. But this is too much. I tolerated enough already. You better STOP bullying my sis and do you know that you are damn low class? And you have a Masters in music. You don't act like a musician at all. Don't disgrace us fellow musicians and Arts lovers.

You can say that I am over-reacting but just imagine out of nowhere, you are having lesson, then someone sms you the above message. Or maybe you try tolerating my teacher for the past year or so. Then you will understand. Like even such a optimistic and happy guy like me can get this angry.

2008-09-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

euphoric field

Why am I standing alone
in the Twilight?
Let me go,
no more lonely nights.
I take a deep breathe,
under the hazy sky,
Feel like losing,
but it's gonna be alright.

Break through the night,
go and try to fight.
Don't be afraid,
now is the time.

Be alive, take it!
I surely feel my heartbeat,
There's no limit to my reach.
I say goodbye,
to the tears I don't need,
So believe in my dream.

Don't look back to
the sorrow I left behind.
Here's my real intention
I hide.
I wish you were here
and so just right by my side,
Need to be strong enough,
to swallow my pride.

I have been looking
for my own style,
Don't give it up,
here comes the life.

Be alive, take it!
I have learnt a great deal,
Brighten our sweet memories.
Hope there will be a future
for you and me,
So believe in your dream.

Be alive, take it!
Promise to find, yes I will,
Shining wings filled with wishes.
Fly high, make it,
Get to the new world that I seek,
Someday, so I believe.

2008-09-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

Alright.
First things first.
First of all, wishing Ze Jun a fast recovery, and nothing too serious.
Car accident.
Poor guy.
Gonna visit him tomorrow=)
If the hospital can make an exception that is...

Secondly, I'm damn puzzled with excretion.
Someone please tutor me...

Thirdly, someone tell me what to study for physics.
I dunno what to study...

Fourthly, it's 2334 according to the clock on my laptop.
And I have to finish one speech, one analysis, and one essay.
All which are supposed to be handed in tomorrow.
And all which I have not touched.
Not.
One.
Bit.
Which is equivilant to "I am dead".
So good luck to me.

Lastly.
Here's a random picture.

featuring Assasin from Fate/stay Night.

2008-09-18T05:49:00.001-07:00

Piano exam SUCKED. Ok maybe not so badly. But I bet I probably failed my scales. Damn embarrasing can? When the examiner asked for normal scales, I went to play a third apart. TWICE. NOT ONCE, BUT TWICE. Omg. And the room is seriously damn bloody cold lah. My hands couldn't stop shaking. Pieces abit screwed also. Aural was ok I guess. At first I got my cadence wrong, but I think I got my chords right. Then he asked me if I wanted to change my answer. At first I said imperfect cadence, at last changed to interrupted cadence. Sight-singing was ok I guess. Modulation I think I got it right....Singing the bass was also ok I guess. Desribing the piece was actually a piece of cake. Damn obvious is romantic period. Waltz somemore. That's period, time, and composer all done at the same time. Sight reading was horrid duh~ I expected to only play like half the piece. Turned out I have to play the full piece. Horrible.

Oral was rather easy I guess. The picture I made a lot of crap inferences. Conversation was also rather easy. Just crapped out whatever just came to my mind. But I spoke like a machine gun. Hopefully "lucifer" managed to get what I said.

featuring Saber from Fate/stay Night. Self-proclaimed otakus who have not watched this should go and kill themselves, like, right now?

2008-09-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

Stress. Stress. Stress.

Ok. So here I am typing out this blog post. When I'm supposed to be practising my piano or practising oral, or doing my homework, or doing my revision.

Ok main point is, GRADE 8 EXAM TOMORROW OMGWTFBBQ. Better pass man. 'Cause next year's syllabus has changed. Don't wanna learn everything from scratch again. Somemore next year's scales have one extra component.

Oral. Omg. Die. Died-ed. Dead. My picture discussion skills are still like shit man. Don't know how to elaborate. Conversation I guess I am still ok though.

Gah screw homework. Screw it real badly. Maths is dead. Physics really have to study. Bio - practise more? Chem - still managable I guess.

And now, I am thinking of joining Photography. Don't ask me why, just felt like doing so. Seems fun too, taking pictures and stuff. According to Colin, designing is also sometimes included.

Ok this is screwed. My right shoulder is seriously aching from all the playing of piano just now. Grade 8 is just so hard? 4 components:

-Scales

-3 Pieces

-Sight Reading

-Aural

Scales alone is already seperated into tons of different components. Sight reading sure fail one lah. Lucky lucky can pass right on the spot? Aural still managable I guess. Like out of the 3 people taking the exam, I'm the only one who is NOT tone deaf? Can't wait for this to be over can? Then can finally take diploma. Might get a chance to buy a baby grand piano by the way =)

So ladies and gentlemen, wish Yours Truly good luck for tomorrow's piano exam and oral test.

featuring Cloud from Final Fantasy VII

2008-09-16T05:11:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Nishino Tsukasa.

Yeah the one on the bottom-right. Still loving Ichigo 100% man.

Speaking of birthdays, I still have not gotten some people their presents. Shouldn't have lent oreos 10bucks.

2008-09-14T03:58:00.001-07:00

Ok have to get this feeling off my chest, so here goes...

Well today nicc haw and I went to kiap seng's houseto do homework. At first met at macs to eat lunch, then id a bit of homework there. Then went to kiap's house for a "mini-dota session". Then kiap suddenly said his mom cooking my share. Naturally I was like omg. 'Cause I can't eat at his house, I have to be at home for dinner. Knowing my father and all (damn traditional kind, probably still stuck in the late 80s-early 90s type of person), he will murder me on the spot if I did not go home for dinner. Festive season mah. Back to the part where I was like omg. Yeah. Damn wei nan sia. And I feeling damn guilty. 'Cause his mom cooked already, and I can't eat. Food wasted. His mom's effort wasted. And I'm feeling damn guilty. So, sorry aunty, for wasting your food and efforts...Phew.

Ok anyway, yesterday I saw Fann Wong at Ngee Ann's Crystal Jade. She was with Li Ming Shun and two other kids. Probably their relatives or something. Point is, I did not realise who it was at first. But I saw the relative, who was a girl, and I was like "Omg, what cool hair, but what an ugly face." Same kind of reaction you get when you see AK's boobs, and then see AK's face. Yeah anyway, I'm betting the girl ain't related to Fann Wong anyhow. And Fann Wong is frigging tall. Oh before that, I met A.Yap at Heartland Mall. Like lately, seeing a lot of familiar people. Just today, I met nigel tan at punggol LRT station. Lol.

Started reading Ichigo 100% (more like re-reading). Still so nice, even though it's the second time I'm reading it. Plot just rocks. Oh yeah. I FORGOT TO GET ZIHENG A PRESENT. OMGWTFBBQ. Zzzz. Regretted lending kcs 15bucks, or I would have gotten it yesterday. Today just nice forget. Screw it.

featuring Kanako from Love Hina. Always liked her design. Ken Akamatsu, you're such a genius.